Helplessness

Well don't wallow your self in self pity when you're sad...
Don't complicate the situation especially when its bad enough...

Rely on God not people for people tend to fail you...
Don't be stubborn for stubbornness will cost your dearly.. it will consume you that in the end of the day you end up suffering and having no idea why u suffering...

Unresolved anger, hatred and dissatisfaction causes you do explode at the point of time but it become a nagging pain once you 'forget' not solve it...

Many wants to get close to you, but not all are worthy of trust.... Find pick choose wisely

Then again sometimes it really reflects on your self... What you do affects others around you... If you are respected.. no one will dare make fun of you or hurt you... If you are trust worthy no one will want to betray your trust...

Question your self... have I done something to deserve the problems I face... Are the people around me treating me better than I am treating them... if they are... why am I still hopeless??

Selfishness?? Unresolved issues?? well who knows....

Pain never goes away
Scars that hurt so bad stay for eternity...
Why can't find truth?? Or is it more of you can't accept it because you want something else

Search around search your self.. find your own answers

Solution

There will always be problems around. People turn you away, friends don't give you answers you want to hear. Friends leave for a place far away?Friends can't help, parents can't help and even siblings turn their heads. Face it we have to take care of our self.

Have a look at
Solution by Hillsongs united

It is not a human right
To stand afar while broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find the mercy for the need

It is not too far a cry
Too much to try to help the least of these
Politicians should not decide if we should rise
And be your hands and feet

Higher than our circumstance
You promise and your love for all to see
Higher than our protest lines and dollar signs
Your love is all we need

Hey now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now
As we hold to our confession

Whoa-oo-ooh
God, be their solution
Whoa-oo-ooh
We will be your hands and be your feet
Yeah Yeah


Yeah we're down and we're called to shine how much harder can our life get?

Hey come on... God be the solution to your problems... Its a promise and that's it... Be patient

I long to live this resolve from this day onwards... To hold this up as great as I can for this is what have been asked of me..... The sadness shall no longer be seen as it is binded by God's love...

Nothing much but well

Watch Heroes.. its cool... many say i look like Hiro Nakamura i doubt so .. Do you think so??

Hmm ahh yes May 13 was Ben's birthday... so on May 11th... Daryll and I thought of bringing Ben for a well treat... More of he had no choice but to follow. We met up with Mei Peng. She came back for NS as you can see... She happily posted in the chat box... ahhaah =p

So yes a picture Ben couldn't finish his food. He as like transferring fries to me. Which looked super funny... Even Mei Peng was able to finish the burger... ahah commical

See he's transferring fries... -.- Don't he look like a kid -.-

So yeah... erm... hmm past few days hasn't been good.. problems after problems.. when one down.. another at face.. -.-

Just a little thought
If i were to change half my actions to favour my self.. instead of others... would I really be happy??

Guess not... Desires are hard to handle.. It would be nice if some one would walk beside you... it some how quenches your human desire.... of wanting company.. or attention for that matter... Spirituality and humanity . By right humanity shouldn't exist but sadly it does.

You give out to some one out of the sheer desire to bless them yet you always want something in return. You don't expect but you hope. Which I think is different in away. Its the more of the that would be nice kinda thing.

Hmm the song that plays when you open the blog.. yes i'm learning that now in my vocal class.. Some how it makes me think... A lot... -.- saddens... mayb its cause it classifies as emo song -.-

Ow well thats it

Moody Times

Updates after so long....

Graduated from AIM... a little difficult to get all the pictures.. so well none to post on for now...
Visit my class photographer's blog Rachel Hoo. She has all the great pictures and a more interesting blog to read. So yeah go there for pictures

A bit more freed from the things I have to do. These few days are days of sheer boredom. Had a lot of time to think about friends and family and things I'm going to do and what not. Its funny how when you try to be nice, people think you've got some hidden agenda.

Its irritating if you're always busy. There is no point in being busy if you can't spend time to share things with friends or people who are just trying to be there for you. I haven't been that very free but I'm trying to make it up to friends who looked for my company. Well don't just give excuses. You can surely make time if you want to. I could. Why can't you.

Looking carefully at life. Many times the reason we need our parents is only for money. How many of us these days will just die without out parents. Well what I'm trying to say is its best to let relationship with parents be more than money. Get to know parents and hope they see it the same way as you do.

When you have much, much is expected of you. We don't expect things in return but well that would be nice.

What kinda hope are we bringing to people... Look at your self... then look at your family and friends. Don't be two faced in you life. Never be. If you are. You are in no petition to say comment or correct anything.

Think about all this