A packed weekend, hopeless weekday...

Last week end... a great week end... supposedly great week end la...

Friday was conference week.... the sessions was good... Activities was good... stuff given was good... everything else was good...
but.... ow well....

Saturday night out with mom... went to chillies

had bbq ranch burgers... superb I tell you


Suppose to go have a look at spectacles .. instead mom went look at specs.. bought her self a good pair and well i haven't gotten mine

Next morning church... Youth Choir was signing in DH morning service... Mr Bernard Blessing was around. We sang at the cross... the tenors had an echo part which turned out disastrous.. so for 2nd service we din't bother attempting at the echo...

Mr Blessing was good... He reminded us of well .. the key thing I remembered... The longer the delay... the greater the harvest.... Aih hopefully...

Then went play basketball in the evening... the ball hit my finger and I think it got twisted... now its nicely swollen and painful... can't bend fully... superbly pain


Today the 27th of August is my Bro's bday... celebrated for him... sort off la... morning had classes.. how boring... Evening went down to KL to have dinner with my bro lar... we bought him a few stuff he likes... Famous Amos cookies... Ba qua(roasted meat)... a new mouse.... Hugo Boss perfume... and.... brought him for dinner at TGI Fridays after his class....

Got my self the mouse I wanted already...

cool isn't it??

Hmm ow well that's for that.. haven't gotten my speakers.... sadly..

Hmm... aih.. very much disappointed a so many things... I wonder .. why does my life seems so complicated when some one near by can be so carefree and happy... so blessed... so favored by so many around... I get a lot of things... computer stuff and all.. but really I fork out a lot of my savings over months to get what I want...

There isn't much joy to that really... The joy I'm looking for really is different.. doesn't seem to come by...

Many times I really hope to get much closer to you.. you know who u are... but .. it really is hard... I feel so stupid.. I mean really... I think I always say the wrong things at the wrong time to you and its more of an irritation than anything else... I expect nothing.. but please do let me know if u would... I really care for you.. and i would like to show it ... if you would let me... sounds crummy?? yeah.. I know.. but really its genuine... I hope I know u as it really seems..

A lot of things been sucking bad the past year.... there is only hope and faith to keep things going...

Great Success

Hmm the mobo(mother board) arrived....

after 3 weeks i think....


The minute i got it.. came home.. started big boys lego... fixing the pc together.. fairly simple.... took about an hour... the only thing tricky is the tiny things that u wont know suppose to go where

after a grueling hour of lego... (fixing stuff together to build something else that is) tada!!!!




its much smoother than my older pc... much better looking.... I'm happy with it...

So yeah.. great success

The Epic Saga

Once upon a time...... there lived a tikus.... that .... ahh whatever lar rite....

that little dude looks cute...

So here's the tale of my brand new pc.... Decided to buy a hunk of parts to fix up a new pc... the old pc give to bro... let him use... few reasons...

A) I want a new pc for fun
B) He doesn't have to come into my room in the middle of the night and use my pc...
C) I'm just treating my self... so yeah

The whole thing costs about.... 2.9k

ok processor... Core 2 Duo 2.33 ghz....
Graphic card Winfast 7800gt tdh 256mb ddr3



hdd seagate 320 gb
rom drive Sony something something...
Psu Coolermaster
Mobo Gigabyte GA-P35-DS3


2x1GB Kingston DDR2 667 ram
smilodon casing




what else?? that's about it i think..

things i wanna get... erm ....

Razor mouse copper head



5:1 channel speakers by creative


all great stuff... but yar no money aih... soon lar...


Now for the best part... supposedly all these parts should make a magnificent pc... but guess what.... The mobo is missing in action... The supplier www.gg.com.my.edu.net/masukhospital/dunnowhy/MIA

so yar no mobo means no pc.... I had nice shelves from ikea made and put in my room so if i get the speakers i can do the wiring properly and make it a nice surround sound... but guess what... no money to buy speakers.. and no MOBO yet.. adui...

Hmm ok done about the pc...

Things been very very sucky and frustrating... That feeling of being insignificant always plays around the mind... People u want to be close to are so distant and the rest are just ok.. yeah there are good friends around... but some how many friends just never seem to say the right things.... the most intelligent things that just defines everything else... things that motivate at the same time make u feel accepted yet not stepped on...

I doubt there is one person that can tell at least 70% about my self... talk to me and try to prove it wrong if u would... but yar.. not much point in that either.. aih..

All the best to all classmates for tomorrow PT2 for p1 and p2... suck....