Friday, November 14, 2008
The End of this
THe first and MAIN one is I got a new camera and I wanna post up my pictures.... However the size of the photos are limited and I dont wanna destroy the design of this blog... if you notice the horizontal pictures are excellent in size.. however the landscape pictures... are cacated in size...
Hmm the 2nd one is that well... I got this feeling no one reads the crap I write anyways... so yar..... not say I update much anyways... =p
3rd well... the meaning of this blog is quite gone case already.... Here's why...
Desire doesn't burn with a flame... as in its not an eternal symptom.... it dies too easily... it has nothing to do with the fire of the heart..... in fact its just simple spurs of emotion encouraging u or suggesting to you to do something....
In AIM07... 1 year ago.. I had a great desire for many things.... to do... to make... and to see things happen... I had my dreams and desires... that were mine.... However... as I went along the line... even that which I wanted to see get smashed with sorrow and circumstances gets in between the illusion of reality that I became blind....
Ask me now what I want the most.. in other words my desire.... I'll tell you I don't know.... its a plain sheet of paper with a hole in the middle... in other words its rubbish...
I gave up on many of my friends... not all of course... why?? don't ask me why =.= it just is and it will be as it is... there are explanations... just not worth mentioning...
All that crap about friends that last forever.... I used to think its true.... but in the end... every one's got their own thing .... people never change.... WRONG... people do change.... but parts of them don't .... and some stay hidden forever till you probe at them and watch and understand.... many are crap... but some are great.... its like dung and diamonds.... diamonds tends to be small.. where as dung... can get very large.... in size =.= in a crude way... you can find shit every where anyways....
Busyness creeps into our lives.... some are crap... some are working hard.... Most are crap.... minority is working hard.... A bunch of lies.... with hearts of selfishness dwelling in every decision.... I am no saint.... but at least I know trying isn't that difficult....
No I'm not emo... Yes I'm stressed ... and Yes I'm really angry.... why?? No one would be able to imagine why.... except the very few who knows.... I just couldn't care any more...
Desires are crap.... Love is the key....
passion has weight.... and attitude is everything....
Sound cheesy?? Yeah it is... only if you're too dense
Hmm yeah this is my blog.. and I write what ever I like... harsh stuff?? yeah... think and understand what I mean.... if you get offended by what I wrote... well come tell me about it you stupid fool.... It is up to you to understand the words that are written... up to you to pick out the lessons and up to you to take offence....
You decide what you feel You control what you think... Think about it....
My new blog will be out maybe around Dec08 3rd week.... or next year depending..
Thoughts in cyberspace.... THe end for a new beginning....
Friday, November 7, 2008
Emmy's bday
well it was her bday ... and she was well celebrated.... Mabel and Karl I think... decided to well make her do a few things and all.... so it was like this... Karl picks Emmy up from monash and goes to a petrol station and says he needs to go get something.... and there.... 3 'strangers' being Mabel, Brian and Seken... got into the car and drove off....
Then they gave her clues for her to figure out where she needed to go next
1st stop .. the doctors
she was suppose to sing the liverpool song loud loud and salute at the big poster in the clinic
Then off to the 2nd stop Usj13... her high school mates where there and they made her eat the following items
1. Dog Food
2. A concoction of sauces
3. Down the sauce with really sweet lin chee kang
and lastly made her do the 'hoola hoop' dance
no pictures of those cause most of us were waiting at Subang Parade.... However... mayb Brian has some... and there the whole thing was recorded on tape =)



Bday girl had too little food so she ate candle instead o.O haha the fishy people gave Emmy a cake and all of us a discount... a 10% discount... very weird... cause i paid about 35 and I got back RM1 from the discount hahaha.... do the math.. =) somethings not right but ow well haha
Seken was erm... asked by Emmy's mom to make sure he got everything on video...
Our table number....
In the footsteps of the 'Great Rachel Hoo'... who tends to put a random pic at the end... so here's one =)
Haha no I'm still a maxis user..... just the ducks remind me of Digi =.=
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
New toy in the past mth
Am totally happy with it... (say no to Canon) haha....
This one ler.. random complimentary Tgv Ticket.... was sitting down in uni today.. some dude came up to us (us meaning a few of my class mates and I) said if we would go see JJ from Hitz.fm perform he would give us complimentary passes to TgV... then he suddenly looked at me.. and said here... This one is for You... if the rest of you want... just come by and watch JJ perform haha =) free ticket for nothing...
Picture of CiNa Beng... Kenny Ng
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Life isnt very fair now.. is it??
Have pity on those who bare the trash of others for once =.=
Is it that difficult to sacrifice your own time for others.... I cannot believe how people break down under pressure or stress.. I applaud those who brave the rain.... but I am utterly disappointed that people would run away from their own responsibilities when it is so clear that its their fault things went wrong.....
Buck up.... who needs grass that follows the wind and people who have a standard that is nonsense ... He who is like grass does not amount to anything if they fail to uphold the simplest of personality for the sake of life.....
Wake up.... for once in this life time....
Sigh...

Effects of craziness as seen above..... hmm.... hope I survive this week end....
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
An ok week it has been
F4- Cooperate & Business law
F5-Performance Management
F6- Taxation
Hope I do owhkay... I'm thinking my law kaputed already.... so come on 30 marks will do..... =) The other 2..well I hope to be around the 60s.... but its highly variable... Its so possible that I get 0 for everything I wrote....
Weekend was tiring.... really tiring.... Friday... F6 paper.... prayer meeting.. then pool... till like 230 at night....got home really late..... by the time I slept.... it was ... 3+ .... then woke up at 8 the next morning... went breakfast with mom... curry mee =) then.... music practice for youth.. had service...
Ps Steven spoke about what begins well mite not end well.... Haha I better get this part right else he will come after me... say I learn wrong thing all... haha =p ..... King Uzziah cousin on Isaiah..... Was in sense chosen by God to do great things in his youth days... but well long story short.... pride consumed him and he sort of fell... and was stricken with leprosy ... and died as that.... sad case so it seems....
I'm not sure if he said this but.... well God is looking for people who would listen to him... not people who would just work endlessly.... obey..... and listen =)
hmm.... Sunday went to church once again..... Ps Richard preached.... haven't heard him for a long time... went play pool in Asia Cafe... sang in choir for 3rd service.... went play bball... went eat dinner watched football with the bunch of guys.... and 2 girls..... Benjin,Timot Yee. Daniel Wong, Jon Yeo, Brian Chong, Joel Wong, Jon Yee, Josh Cheah.. There were more guys but some left earlier... hmm then Kat Yeo and Lisha.....
Monday was fun.... went lunch with Kenny, Rachel.... and scandal boy... Eric..... Sophie couldn't come....would think it was quite sudden..... didn't really plan for it till like... Sunday night I think.... Started calling people like around 9 or 10 something only... We went to eat in D'lish in Mid Valley... it was good.... had chicken and turkey ham carbonara..... didn't bother to take picture though... spent a good amount of time talking about different things.... especially scandal boy's story.... He kena tembak by all of use.. especially Rach... haha.... she kept giving him a kinda look haha.... Scandalous... haha... ow well... thats it lar.... Work work work.... I better start doing them... till next time...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
No One Else
Some people get better with expression as times goes on... Some stay stoned for most of their lives... And some never really learn and constantly hurt others to get their own means... Often people who are in power think they've done enough on their part to communicate and express themselves before and hence forgets the ability to carry on that personal level communication with many.... deny this as you mite.... its true
No one else understands you better that you do.... Of course God is there... but on a human level... If you don't tell, no one will know.... If you close doors, don't expect people to come and attend to you .... If you're caught up, don't expect the valuable part to walk right in.....
Its the same in business, if you don't find business prospects... you don't expect to earn money.....If you keep your money in, You don't expect the investments and dividend to come to you.... and if you're too busy, you wont notice the good investments that come by....
why complete everything in life slugging through every moment?
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Cars
Maserati GT
Bentley Continental Gt
Lamborghini Mercialago


Thats about it.... pretty boring rite.. =.=
Saturday, August 16, 2008
If Love Was a Statute In Law
Lets say.... there is this law in God's courts where everything you want can be determined by words in other words... IF GOD Wrote LAW about love... so...
Lets say.... Love Actions Act.....
Main Section 1- Definition or Love
" love is a feeling which WILL cause an occurrence of an ACT or promise or any possible positive action towards a person or persons or any subject that is credible enough to be counted as existent weather spiritual or physical, dead or alive"
Section 2(a)
Love may be constituted with or without an Act or promise or any possible positive action
Section 2(b)
Love without any form of terms or conditions is considered absolute
Section 2(c)
Love without sacrifice is void
Section 2(d)
Negative action in general nullifies Love except for acts provided through disciplinary action and acts to protect.
Section 2 (e)
Positive action does not necessarily constitute an act of Love
Well... it is known that .... Love is the main fundamentals of much of our lives..... good or evil aspects..... its too wide that.... in truth.... A statute for love cannot be made by a mere man... making each section above only reasonably persuasive...
But In simple understanding and acceptance..... Love is nothing without sacrifice.. on a human level.... love without an act is seen as rubbish and may not even be accepted as love....
Check out 1 Corinthians 13 if u want better Love actions definition... it has a few versus... but yeah its better ... by light years compared to my nonsense
Long Awaited Update Part 2
Started with Friday class.... about 3 hours of law... I practically learn Cooperate Law and Business law only... I don't learn criminal law.. which consist of pinal codes and what not.... I learn the contracts act, company act, ITA, and a few others..... which really isn't too fun.... Memory work isn't my thing....
The highlight of the week is i got a new pool cue... Its nice... but its a ladies cue..... =.= sadly.. yes.... its good... use is fine... weight is normal.. just that it was fashioned for Alison Fisher... BUT in actual fact... it doesn't matter...... a cue is a cue.. it hits well and better than any other cues I ever got... so yeah.... future girl friend... a note to you.. I got a cue for you before I bought my own =p I'm likely looking for the same range but different design..... may get another mayb in December.... Christmas present to myself ;) .....
Week end was long... and winding.... had a meeting which was long..... CCC carnival coupon sales is like if the pool cue was the highlight.. the coupon sales is the other end of the world..... I did NOT... I repeat... DID NOT ... want to do the sales of this coupons..... The way which I was appointed would make normal leaders cringe and say.... what the???
Saturday night was a combined bday party for Eric Marc, Wei Chin and a farewell for Beng Ian. Not as smooth as expected... but it was a real struggle for me..... tired.... unmotivated... and thoughtful..... I mean.. seriously.... everything wasn't too good...
Sunday was a day of singing.... choir in DP..... but I struggled through service.... Too tired... head jumping with thoughts..... what off... who cares eh.... After that a session of pool... then a session of basket ball.... and that the end of that....
Monday was day filled with classes... Imagine.... classes from 8-6 with 15 minutes and 30 minutes intervals every 1 and a half hour.. yes the breaks sounds adequate... but really not when it comes to law, performance management and tax.... ur brain actually switches off.... Every Monday its a common thing that I take a Red Bull first... if that isn't sufficient... extra bucks spend on San Francisco coffee .... either an espresso latte or plain single or double shots of espresso depending on the severity of the tiredness....
Well this week end will be yet another long one.... Started Friday morning at 630am..... and imagine that when i got home it was 1230am.....
Tomorrow.. up at 7... got to be in college by 730... one question unfinished =.= ..... Plan to finish it in that half an hour before class.... 8-2.... Ms Rozi says it will likely end by 2 .... HOPEFULLY....
then after that rush to youth..... and yet another youth service.... run by THEM.....
This week end will be the longest week end to endure..... Monday is results..... 2 classes... only fortunately... Sunday its 1st service... return coupons... have good pan mee or dim sum which ever... and then over to Wei Chin's house for practice..... Everything to ME and I Will always have You....
OWH GOD .. please... help me .....
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Long Awaited Update Part 1
Past 2 weekends seemed like the longest week ends.... Starting from Friday all the way to Sunday night
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Started with a wonderful morning up at 630... as usual... bath in nice warm water but its been 3 weeks since the toilet no light... have to use this portable lamp.... which is practically a mini florecent lamp.... its like if I wanted light.... I have to find ways to get it fixed.. cause.... well.... no one else will do it anyways... =.=
Tax class from 8-11.... it was alright... tax class is quite relaxing.... unlike law which is absolutely dry.... that day if i'm not wrong learnt about business income..... and badgers of trade =.=
After that picked Benjin up.. went around Sunway looking for a steam boat place for the next day.... It was Friday and only then wanted to go book a place for the party.... super late.. and the worst part is Drove around like blind fella... why BJ dint know where exactly was the place.... so irritating.... He shud be glad... He just had to sit in the car and be happy.... =.=
I forgot what I did on that night.... but if I'm not wrong ... Got back very late =.=
Sturaday came.... took mom for breakfast in the morning.... came back printed some papers and scores for worship service.... after youth went for the 'supprise bday party for Jon Yee'
Led a pack of cars..... drivers were Josh Cheah , Tabitha Ong , Kenny Ng and... Joshua Yap
Poor Ken... Got left behind half way haha
People who attended the party were Sophie, Rachel, Wei Chin, Kenny, Benjin, Timot Yee, Joshua Kanesan, Josh Cheah, Katrina Yeoh, Tabby, One of tabby's friends I think, Eric, Darren Yong, Joshua Yap, Jon Yee ... duh.... , Daniel Wong..... and my self... I think I'm missing some people.... but ow welll
After that went to play pool and foos ball with the bunch.... that ended about 120.. by the time i got back... it was like 2.. bath slept at 3
Was up at 630 the next morning (Sunday) went for 1st service... why cause BJ asked me too... after 1st service he wanted to take His sis and her sum si friend to play pool after breakfast.... In Cheras... and if I came... a lot of barang baik for him... no need to drive lar... petrol free lar.... he just syok go and enjoy oni.... so it seems the gals enjoyed.. so thats good I think...
They had meeting at 130 back in church.. so u can build the timeline of travel and activity.... dropped them back... went driving around Bukit Damansara.... looking around the place.. figuring out the roads... was done by about 230 .... went by mcDs and chit chat.... talked about cars as usual....
Lamborghini Gallardo with a 5 liter v10 engine

Hmm one day lar right... Drop him back at church about 3... went off to Sunway Pyramid ... Went for Passion Conference.... It was good... visit Mel's Blog for more details
It was awesome.... Mayb mite blog about that in Long Awaited Update Part 3 .. will talk more about the previous week end.... 080808-100808 in part 2.... sigh...... now I'm lazy to write any more... will continue tomoro.... -.- sigh....



