Hmm I've come to the end of this blog.... mainly for a few reasons...
THe first and MAIN one is I got a new camera and I wanna post up my pictures.... However the size of the photos are limited and I dont wanna destroy the design of this blog... if you notice the horizontal pictures are excellent in size.. however the landscape pictures... are cacated in size...
Hmm the 2nd one is that well... I got this feeling no one reads the crap I write anyways... so yar..... not say I update much anyways... =p
3rd well... the meaning of this blog is quite gone case already.... Here's why...
Desire doesn't burn with a flame... as in its not an eternal symptom.... it dies too easily... it has nothing to do with the fire of the heart..... in fact its just simple spurs of emotion encouraging u or suggesting to you to do something....
In AIM07... 1 year ago.. I had a great desire for many things.... to do... to make... and to see things happen... I had my dreams and desires... that were mine.... However... as I went along the line... even that which I wanted to see get smashed with sorrow and circumstances gets in between the illusion of reality that I became blind....
Ask me now what I want the most.. in other words my desire.... I'll tell you I don't know.... its a plain sheet of paper with a hole in the middle... in other words its rubbish...
I gave up on many of my friends... not all of course... why?? don't ask me why =.= it just is and it will be as it is... there are explanations... just not worth mentioning...
All that crap about friends that last forever.... I used to think its true.... but in the end... every one's got their own thing .... people never change.... WRONG... people do change.... but parts of them don't .... and some stay hidden forever till you probe at them and watch and understand.... many are crap... but some are great.... its like dung and diamonds.... diamonds tends to be small.. where as dung... can get very large.... in size =.= in a crude way... you can find shit every where anyways....
Busyness creeps into our lives.... some are crap... some are working hard.... Most are crap.... minority is working hard.... A bunch of lies.... with hearts of selfishness dwelling in every decision.... I am no saint.... but at least I know trying isn't that difficult....
No I'm not emo... Yes I'm stressed ... and Yes I'm really angry.... why?? No one would be able to imagine why.... except the very few who knows.... I just couldn't care any more...
Desires are crap.... Love is the key....
passion has weight.... and attitude is everything....
Sound cheesy?? Yeah it is... only if you're too dense
Hmm yeah this is my blog.. and I write what ever I like... harsh stuff?? yeah... think and understand what I mean.... if you get offended by what I wrote... well come tell me about it you stupid fool.... It is up to you to understand the words that are written... up to you to pick out the lessons and up to you to take offence....
You decide what you feel You control what you think... Think about it....
My new blog will be out maybe around Dec08 3rd week.... or next year depending..
Thoughts in cyberspace.... THe end for a new beginning....
Friday, November 14, 2008
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