The Stand

Back from camp... Honestly I didn't get the rest and enjoyment I was sort of hoping for from a wonderful resort, Dusun Eco Resort. It was a nice cooling place.. but the crammness from activities didn't give nuts... I come back with a heavier heart than ever

To top that all my wonderful friend just gave me crap... Its like being stabbed from the front... I know u may read this... but to let you know I feel like just slapping you right across the face for the crappness of a person you are...

The 2 main reasons I went for camp are

1: To seek God's answers to that one Dream that you know about so well.

2: To be there and support you because your burdens and tasks wasn't easy

You showed no regard and no importance... actions speaks louder than words... You're busy?? I don't think so... Choices and priorities.... I am not blind to what you have been up to the whole time... my eye has been on you to assist you in anyway... but well u didn't give shit...

I hate you more than I ever have...

Even tough I hate you so... I will care for you because I will tell you, you deserve it for the works of your hands goes beyond friendships... and I have been commissioned to care and love you... And dreams have been set with you in mind... I do not like it and I never will unless things change...

So I'll stand

With arms high and heart abandoned

In awe of the one who gave it all

So I'll stand

My Soul Lord to you surrendered

All I am is yours

This is all I can say to the one who has called me... The one who gave it all....