A packed weekend, hopeless weekday...

Last week end... a great week end... supposedly great week end la...

Friday was conference week.... the sessions was good... Activities was good... stuff given was good... everything else was good...
but.... ow well....

Saturday night out with mom... went to chillies

had bbq ranch burgers... superb I tell you


Suppose to go have a look at spectacles .. instead mom went look at specs.. bought her self a good pair and well i haven't gotten mine

Next morning church... Youth Choir was signing in DH morning service... Mr Bernard Blessing was around. We sang at the cross... the tenors had an echo part which turned out disastrous.. so for 2nd service we din't bother attempting at the echo...

Mr Blessing was good... He reminded us of well .. the key thing I remembered... The longer the delay... the greater the harvest.... Aih hopefully...

Then went play basketball in the evening... the ball hit my finger and I think it got twisted... now its nicely swollen and painful... can't bend fully... superbly pain


Today the 27th of August is my Bro's bday... celebrated for him... sort off la... morning had classes.. how boring... Evening went down to KL to have dinner with my bro lar... we bought him a few stuff he likes... Famous Amos cookies... Ba qua(roasted meat)... a new mouse.... Hugo Boss perfume... and.... brought him for dinner at TGI Fridays after his class....

Got my self the mouse I wanted already...

cool isn't it??

Hmm ow well that's for that.. haven't gotten my speakers.... sadly..

Hmm... aih.. very much disappointed a so many things... I wonder .. why does my life seems so complicated when some one near by can be so carefree and happy... so blessed... so favored by so many around... I get a lot of things... computer stuff and all.. but really I fork out a lot of my savings over months to get what I want...

There isn't much joy to that really... The joy I'm looking for really is different.. doesn't seem to come by...

Many times I really hope to get much closer to you.. you know who u are... but .. it really is hard... I feel so stupid.. I mean really... I think I always say the wrong things at the wrong time to you and its more of an irritation than anything else... I expect nothing.. but please do let me know if u would... I really care for you.. and i would like to show it ... if you would let me... sounds crummy?? yeah.. I know.. but really its genuine... I hope I know u as it really seems..

A lot of things been sucking bad the past year.... there is only hope and faith to keep things going...

Great Success

Hmm the mobo(mother board) arrived....

after 3 weeks i think....


The minute i got it.. came home.. started big boys lego... fixing the pc together.. fairly simple.... took about an hour... the only thing tricky is the tiny things that u wont know suppose to go where

after a grueling hour of lego... (fixing stuff together to build something else that is) tada!!!!




its much smoother than my older pc... much better looking.... I'm happy with it...

So yeah.. great success

The Epic Saga

Once upon a time...... there lived a tikus.... that .... ahh whatever lar rite....

that little dude looks cute...

So here's the tale of my brand new pc.... Decided to buy a hunk of parts to fix up a new pc... the old pc give to bro... let him use... few reasons...

A) I want a new pc for fun
B) He doesn't have to come into my room in the middle of the night and use my pc...
C) I'm just treating my self... so yeah

The whole thing costs about.... 2.9k

ok processor... Core 2 Duo 2.33 ghz....
Graphic card Winfast 7800gt tdh 256mb ddr3



hdd seagate 320 gb
rom drive Sony something something...
Psu Coolermaster
Mobo Gigabyte GA-P35-DS3


2x1GB Kingston DDR2 667 ram
smilodon casing




what else?? that's about it i think..

things i wanna get... erm ....

Razor mouse copper head



5:1 channel speakers by creative


all great stuff... but yar no money aih... soon lar...


Now for the best part... supposedly all these parts should make a magnificent pc... but guess what.... The mobo is missing in action... The supplier www.gg.com.my.edu.net/masukhospital/dunnowhy/MIA

so yar no mobo means no pc.... I had nice shelves from ikea made and put in my room so if i get the speakers i can do the wiring properly and make it a nice surround sound... but guess what... no money to buy speakers.. and no MOBO yet.. adui...

Hmm ok done about the pc...

Things been very very sucky and frustrating... That feeling of being insignificant always plays around the mind... People u want to be close to are so distant and the rest are just ok.. yeah there are good friends around... but some how many friends just never seem to say the right things.... the most intelligent things that just defines everything else... things that motivate at the same time make u feel accepted yet not stepped on...

I doubt there is one person that can tell at least 70% about my self... talk to me and try to prove it wrong if u would... but yar.. not much point in that either.. aih..

All the best to all classmates for tomorrow PT2 for p1 and p2... suck....

Unmotivated

Hmm this few days have been days of unmotivation... I sit and stone so much more.... College... well is quite fun with the few good friends around.... But some how feels like something missing....I miss a special some one a lot... But things well never seem to get better.. so yar.. deal with it rite?? aih... Emo?? doubt so... Frustrated?? very much...

Daryll won an Ipod.... hmm not bad... when was the last time I won something... hmm.... Don't recall....

*Ipod box*

It was pretty much hard to take a picture of it .. cause it was like dark

*anti-piracy*

The prefect picture for my well... Moral studies project.... don't steal music....I wonder... buy every cd for each song to put into the IPOD ?? doubt so...


Some things I ate the past few weeks

*chocolate walnut cake*

*classic carbonara*
Owh it seems Mabel can't eat this.. such a shame... lactose intolerant or something

*strawberries*

*giant seafood platter for 2*

Shared this with Kenny. Was suppose to go watch Transformers again with Sophie, Joshua Yap, Bennedict, Kenny & Rach...
In the end... Sophie couldn't make it.. Josh and Rach had transport problem, Ben I'm not too sure why..

Sophie well so desperately wanted to go for the movie that she asked Joel to buy 6 tickets... which in the end nobody could go... I paid for Rach's ticket cause supposedly wanna belanja her... and let her well enjoy a movie since well she's been having much work and less rest... but ow well...

RM66 on movie tickets wasted.... but yeah the world is still happy...

Getting a new com soon.. hopefully... after this is a few months of saving and less spending...

Other happenings throughout this time... er.. My bro got mugged... He had no money and no hand phone so the muggers weren't happy.. so bashed him up... I'm just very ahh too bad lar... dumm @$$ .....

I mean really u get mugged in the Curve parking lot ?? Why?? Cause the muggers were drunk and desperate for money?? Er.. hello.... what in the world are you doing there?? come home lar... why don't know what family and home is for already??

What else.... The song I wrote.. lyrics seems a little off... suppose to rewrite it.. but some how... got that gut feeling what for rewrite... not say its going to be used also...
Wanted to write a Malaysia song since Ps Steven mentioned something like when will some one write a Christian song about Malaysia.... got at it... but after a few lines.. I just thought.. ahh what for... not like its gonna be nice also...

Tried writing a tract... Build the template.. asked Ps Steven and Jan about it.. and just felt.. ahh... no point also...

Why so negative?? Well... just about everything I've been doing haven't seem to be appreciated... though I couldn't really care about the appreciation .. but well motivation would be nice...

Big dreams and big visions... yes I'm all about it... and I want to see great things happen... no one's around to support me... 1 Man show?? doubt so...

Once upon a day

Well had loads of fun in college... Er... Well for now its been very very simple... Had erm our 2nd assignment..... Mr Bill asked us to group up in a group of 5 or 6 and well make a group

Hence we made a group named... NS.... which stands for No System.. I'm easily bored.. so I decided make a logo for the group.. it wasn't too nice.. but I guess it would do

*No System*

Er some food I had the past week... Tau Fu Kang.. its like sharks fin soup but made of tau fu... tasted great... er... And some fish .. no idea what .. didn't really take many picture of other food I eat

*tau fu Kang*

*some fish*

Hmm In college got a bunch of good new friends... All girls... o.O something wrong some where... Melody, Khar En... I see this 2 people erm nearly everyday... Khar En kinda likes to stone.. not really but most of the time... Melody is crack pot.. laughing all the time when I'm near her.... Really comical hahah =p But they're nice people.. I thank God for them

Well A new trusty calculator....

*trusty calculator*

Ow and I wrote a song too... It was out of inspiration for Youth Conference that would be coming up... Here it is

Ignite
Verse:

As I look Upon Your Nation
I am Amazed
Such An Empty Nation
That’s lost its sight of you

Chorus:
And I pray
You ignite our hearts
Revive it with your flame
And I pray
You rework our dreams
Redesign it to your plan

Bridge:
How can it be?
That A God would die for me
And I would give nothing
To Serve You

Oh I choose to serve you
All of my days

Ow well sorry Sophie didn't personally tell you about it..

*my name stickers*

Ok lets seee...

Nothing much new... every thing's been the same... some things not too good some things better than expected.... nothing fancy... not half as free as I used to be but free enough....

Some food first... More and more Jap food

*unadon*

*toro salmon(salmon belly sushi)*

Those were not bad... My fav is unagi and salmon stuff... they taste fantastic.... If you dare not eat them... tell me .. I'll teach you how to eat.... Daryll learned from me... so did Felyn....

Last Saturday went to Kim Gary with Cheryl Lum.... Had cheese baked rice.. I love that too...Its superbly tasty and satisfying...

*restaurant menu logo*

*bosch*
not sure how to spell

*fruit milk and a jelly*

Fruit milk tastes exactly like a yogurt drink

*beef cheese baked rice*

Through the week end was mission emphasis... Overall good... Hoped for more actually but good I guess.... realized the condition of the youth is far worst that what its suppose to be....

Condition vs Position

Far off sadly

2nd Day of college

Well.. Send my car for service this morning.... Class was from 1230-230 pm ... So had a long time of erm.... nothingness.... anyways.. class was boring... the lecturer talked about things like business transaction and what is a business transaction... what is the difference between cash and credit.... things that I some how already know sooo well.... -.- aih sedih betul i tell u ....

Came home after college... collected my car.... it was all serviced up.... Only 3 problems couldn't be fixed.... 1 battery holder rusting.... 2 Front tires irregular ware... really the front left tire almost botak on the side... and 3 A huge screw embedded in my left rear tire but ow well.. wait till mom gets home from Indonesia then I'll go mom.. I need erm tires =p

Anyways this morning went Fish ball noodles... one of the best

*shop erm number thing*

*fish ball noodle... *

It looks plain cause erm the fishball and all are in another bowl.. too lazy and hungry so u only get to see 2 fish balls =p

That's about it for that.... Went played foosball with my bro.. lost like mad.. played pool.... lost like mad.... so yeah Lost like mad haha right after that we went for some excellent food...

Jap food once again enjoyed of course.... =p

*salmon sashimi*
*chicken katsu don*
*sashimi salad with a very nice sauce*

Other foods were sushi and temakies.. didn't bother taking pictures....

Ow here's some hand book from the student council

*some student booky thingy*

That's about it for the day

1st day of colledge

Well First day in Sunway College.. Nothing much boring speeches...

*errr that's the file...*
*time table*

All the tok tok tok tok tok...."welcome to Sunway Uni College" Tok Tok Tok Tok... Beware of sexual harrasment tok tok tok tok tok.... Do not walk alone at night around the campus tok tok tok tok tok.... You need to work hard tok tok tok tok tok....

I think you would get it by now... Then the Director of Finance Division came and talked about how Sunway is premium plus Tuition provider for CAT/ACCA course around the world.. and how Sunway's students are well chosen in terms of Job Offers at the Big Four Countries...

1. Pricewaterhouse
2. Ernst & Young
3. KPMG
4. Forgot what animal already...

Then talked about if we complete our course in 3 years then we get into these big firms our basic pay will be RM2100 ... and all that lar... so yeah.. not too fun....

Lunch time had Clay Pot Lou Shee Fun.. The picture doesn't look too appetizing but it tasted good

*claypot Lou She Fun*

And for tea time I was hungry so 1901 Hot dog...

*Chicago Beef*

That's about it...

Transformers...

ha ha hey I didn't really tell any one that I already watched it with Felyn last erm... yesterday... why I didn't wanna tell cause so many asked me and I had to like choose a group to go with so I thought since Felyn wants to Go... I decided to take her..And not let the rest know to avoid disappointment + Its easier to get two seats rather than 6 or 7 or 8 people...plus also was lazy of the"Hey Darren can send me back" after the movie thing sorry to most of your guys .... Logan Happy birthday sorry I wont join you

*movie tickets*

Got really good seats.... B03 n 04 I think... 2nd row from the back... slightly to the side but the cinema was so that it doesn't matter of the angle.. it look good from anywhere of the back seats..Superb movie

Ow well went to Pyramid today.... Had pizza Hut

*Pizza Hut*

*mushroom soup*
*garlic bread*

*forgot what izzit called pizza*

Before the meal came we were talking about how pizza places gives like different things if their service was bad or they took too long to come...

Corey talked about how when he ordered one large one regular pizza from dominoes.. then they said 30 min's but they took like 35-40 mins to come... so when Cor went out to get the pizza he said you're late... The guy said .. Haha I know ... Thats why we sized up your regular to a large for no extra charge.... so yeah Benda Bagus Percuma

SO... our pizza took 25 minutes though they said 17 minutes... and when the dude came he spilled the cheese dip on the pizza... we ask the guy to refil the cheese dip but well he just took the thing.. and came back with the thing the same.. so We decided .. heck .. complain lar mayb can get sumthign free =p we all cheap people =p.....

*you can see spilled cheese on the opposite side*

So Bla bla bla complained at the end the manager gave u a coupon of 25% off our next pan pizza... which was going to expire.. so ow well... for fun lar rite.. =p

Hanged around talked a bit and came home... ow well.. yeah thats about it ......

This Is My Now

Hmmm ow well did not eat jap... ate Korean BBQ... I din't take much pictures... too busy easing.. but what I Got are these... Had BBQ pork,chicken and calamari... its was great

*restaurant logo*

*BBQing pork**Free Side dishes*
seriously they give u like 15 different plates of stuff*Da Bowl*

Superb Song, Superb voice... Jordin Sparks.... Now I am able to accept why Blake lost....

This Is My Now
There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself

There was a time when I was so afraid
Thought I’d reached the end
Baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterday’s

[Chorus]
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment
But I look around
I can’t believe the love I see
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah
I’ve settled for less now I’m ready for more
Ready for more

This Is My Now

*raspberry frap*
Ow the day ended with this