update time....

Its been a while since I blogged... Nothing much worth wild to blog about.... anyways... since the last time I blogged

1. I painted my room blue....

Its blue.. not purple....

2. Made a puzzle to be hung up in my room....

yes its actually now framed up and all nice.... haven't bothered to go and snap a picture of it

3. Went to a lantern fest with fellow youth


4.The end.... !!!


See nothing much... items can count with one hand.... o.O

I haven't been learning English and I guess I would never learn English ever again.... So.... naturally... its getting much much worst..... I got bad spelling syndrome... I got corrupted with unknown words... sad isn't it

Back to playing basketball after a long time.... yes need to loose weight.... I'm soooo much fatter than I used to be... yes I think its true.... fat fat fat.... need to lose it as soon as I can... fortunately since I restarted balling... my stamina has regained a little... i tell u .. first day.. GG.com

Many b'days coming up..... Melody's, Kevin, Cheryl's .. ok 3... only... I think... hmmm ow well... what ever la rite.... lalala shall update some 'articles' tomorrow or so....

suckkie week but I hope to make it better by dinnering with aim mates.... Yes I'm actually using u all to make my week enjoyable.... other wise... its.... lecture lecture.. classes bla bla bla.... lan exam.... and another 2 additional exams.... ahhaha....

Ow well not really lar.. genuinely wanted to gather and well have fun.... aih

That's it... tata

Food Food Food

Esquire Kitchen....

There was one more dish but I was to hungry so I didn't bother taking pics of it

Tgi Fridays





the pictures aren't that good cause It was dark and I was superbly hungry.. so I just snapped and nyam nyam nyam

exams coming soon... This week end..... ow well

Heart of 'Praise'

What do you do when favour finds you.... Nothing just go with it and do as you are called... basically that's how it is....

Last Tuesday went watch Rush hour 3 with Eliza, Khar En and Melody... the movie was great... amusing yet not boring...




We went for some cheese baked rice at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng... And i had some drink which I forgot the name...

Got my self a nice blue pencil

Its not bad... hmm....

Was just lingering about this thoughts the past few days... When you are numb or a better word would be desensitized to that of the world, You discover that when God shows up... instantly you would feel him cause you feel nothing else.... whats in actually fact is actually that you're so high in God's presence that you feel nothing else...But God..

A plain sheet of paper seems plain.. but if u dot a blue dot on it... instantly you notice it... When it comes to God and if you are as clean as a sheet... and because when God shows up ... his presence is so great... its almost impossible if you aren't a plain sheet to feel him...

But the truth is whats in actually fact is actually that you're so deep in God's(sensitive) presence that you feel nothing else...But God.. so when you feel so down and blue.... but you are so able to sense God.. you are not actually drifting away.. in fact you are closer than you think you are...

ok now with being caught up with feeling only God's presence.... Our praises to him really shouldn't be just feelings of the moment..... music is great but we really shouldn't praise out of feelings.. that is childish...

The heart of 'worship' is bathing in God's holy presence seeking his presence and him alone...

Now what is the heart of 'praise'?? Its got to be more than feeling Good music... Praise is about thanks giving... tenacity which means persistence and perseverance and faith....

Many have understood about the heart of Worship.. what about the heart of praise which up to now.... Has not been discovered and used fully in God's worship...

I believe that nothing great can come out of something old.... But new things has a great way of blooming into something beautiful....

When u feel nothing but God.... The love you have for anything else... is so clear.... undeniable... Truth is in front of you and its close to impossible to get your feelings wrong... The love that God plants in you for some one else.... can never be mistaken... what do yo do... sow that there will be a great harvest of joy... hopefully... if it is accepted...

A packed weekend, hopeless weekday...

Last week end... a great week end... supposedly great week end la...

Friday was conference week.... the sessions was good... Activities was good... stuff given was good... everything else was good...
but.... ow well....

Saturday night out with mom... went to chillies

had bbq ranch burgers... superb I tell you


Suppose to go have a look at spectacles .. instead mom went look at specs.. bought her self a good pair and well i haven't gotten mine

Next morning church... Youth Choir was signing in DH morning service... Mr Bernard Blessing was around. We sang at the cross... the tenors had an echo part which turned out disastrous.. so for 2nd service we din't bother attempting at the echo...

Mr Blessing was good... He reminded us of well .. the key thing I remembered... The longer the delay... the greater the harvest.... Aih hopefully...

Then went play basketball in the evening... the ball hit my finger and I think it got twisted... now its nicely swollen and painful... can't bend fully... superbly pain


Today the 27th of August is my Bro's bday... celebrated for him... sort off la... morning had classes.. how boring... Evening went down to KL to have dinner with my bro lar... we bought him a few stuff he likes... Famous Amos cookies... Ba qua(roasted meat)... a new mouse.... Hugo Boss perfume... and.... brought him for dinner at TGI Fridays after his class....

Got my self the mouse I wanted already...

cool isn't it??

Hmm ow well that's for that.. haven't gotten my speakers.... sadly..

Hmm... aih.. very much disappointed a so many things... I wonder .. why does my life seems so complicated when some one near by can be so carefree and happy... so blessed... so favored by so many around... I get a lot of things... computer stuff and all.. but really I fork out a lot of my savings over months to get what I want...

There isn't much joy to that really... The joy I'm looking for really is different.. doesn't seem to come by...

Many times I really hope to get much closer to you.. you know who u are... but .. it really is hard... I feel so stupid.. I mean really... I think I always say the wrong things at the wrong time to you and its more of an irritation than anything else... I expect nothing.. but please do let me know if u would... I really care for you.. and i would like to show it ... if you would let me... sounds crummy?? yeah.. I know.. but really its genuine... I hope I know u as it really seems..

A lot of things been sucking bad the past year.... there is only hope and faith to keep things going...

Great Success

Hmm the mobo(mother board) arrived....

after 3 weeks i think....


The minute i got it.. came home.. started big boys lego... fixing the pc together.. fairly simple.... took about an hour... the only thing tricky is the tiny things that u wont know suppose to go where

after a grueling hour of lego... (fixing stuff together to build something else that is) tada!!!!




its much smoother than my older pc... much better looking.... I'm happy with it...

So yeah.. great success

The Epic Saga

Once upon a time...... there lived a tikus.... that .... ahh whatever lar rite....

that little dude looks cute...

So here's the tale of my brand new pc.... Decided to buy a hunk of parts to fix up a new pc... the old pc give to bro... let him use... few reasons...

A) I want a new pc for fun
B) He doesn't have to come into my room in the middle of the night and use my pc...
C) I'm just treating my self... so yeah

The whole thing costs about.... 2.9k

ok processor... Core 2 Duo 2.33 ghz....
Graphic card Winfast 7800gt tdh 256mb ddr3



hdd seagate 320 gb
rom drive Sony something something...
Psu Coolermaster
Mobo Gigabyte GA-P35-DS3


2x1GB Kingston DDR2 667 ram
smilodon casing




what else?? that's about it i think..

things i wanna get... erm ....

Razor mouse copper head



5:1 channel speakers by creative


all great stuff... but yar no money aih... soon lar...


Now for the best part... supposedly all these parts should make a magnificent pc... but guess what.... The mobo is missing in action... The supplier www.gg.com.my.edu.net/masukhospital/dunnowhy/MIA

so yar no mobo means no pc.... I had nice shelves from ikea made and put in my room so if i get the speakers i can do the wiring properly and make it a nice surround sound... but guess what... no money to buy speakers.. and no MOBO yet.. adui...

Hmm ok done about the pc...

Things been very very sucky and frustrating... That feeling of being insignificant always plays around the mind... People u want to be close to are so distant and the rest are just ok.. yeah there are good friends around... but some how many friends just never seem to say the right things.... the most intelligent things that just defines everything else... things that motivate at the same time make u feel accepted yet not stepped on...

I doubt there is one person that can tell at least 70% about my self... talk to me and try to prove it wrong if u would... but yar.. not much point in that either.. aih..

All the best to all classmates for tomorrow PT2 for p1 and p2... suck....

Unmotivated

Hmm this few days have been days of unmotivation... I sit and stone so much more.... College... well is quite fun with the few good friends around.... But some how feels like something missing....I miss a special some one a lot... But things well never seem to get better.. so yar.. deal with it rite?? aih... Emo?? doubt so... Frustrated?? very much...

Daryll won an Ipod.... hmm not bad... when was the last time I won something... hmm.... Don't recall....

*Ipod box*

It was pretty much hard to take a picture of it .. cause it was like dark

*anti-piracy*

The prefect picture for my well... Moral studies project.... don't steal music....I wonder... buy every cd for each song to put into the IPOD ?? doubt so...


Some things I ate the past few weeks

*chocolate walnut cake*

*classic carbonara*
Owh it seems Mabel can't eat this.. such a shame... lactose intolerant or something

*strawberries*

*giant seafood platter for 2*

Shared this with Kenny. Was suppose to go watch Transformers again with Sophie, Joshua Yap, Bennedict, Kenny & Rach...
In the end... Sophie couldn't make it.. Josh and Rach had transport problem, Ben I'm not too sure why..

Sophie well so desperately wanted to go for the movie that she asked Joel to buy 6 tickets... which in the end nobody could go... I paid for Rach's ticket cause supposedly wanna belanja her... and let her well enjoy a movie since well she's been having much work and less rest... but ow well...

RM66 on movie tickets wasted.... but yeah the world is still happy...

Getting a new com soon.. hopefully... after this is a few months of saving and less spending...

Other happenings throughout this time... er.. My bro got mugged... He had no money and no hand phone so the muggers weren't happy.. so bashed him up... I'm just very ahh too bad lar... dumm @$$ .....

I mean really u get mugged in the Curve parking lot ?? Why?? Cause the muggers were drunk and desperate for money?? Er.. hello.... what in the world are you doing there?? come home lar... why don't know what family and home is for already??

What else.... The song I wrote.. lyrics seems a little off... suppose to rewrite it.. but some how... got that gut feeling what for rewrite... not say its going to be used also...
Wanted to write a Malaysia song since Ps Steven mentioned something like when will some one write a Christian song about Malaysia.... got at it... but after a few lines.. I just thought.. ahh what for... not like its gonna be nice also...

Tried writing a tract... Build the template.. asked Ps Steven and Jan about it.. and just felt.. ahh... no point also...

Why so negative?? Well... just about everything I've been doing haven't seem to be appreciated... though I couldn't really care about the appreciation .. but well motivation would be nice...

Big dreams and big visions... yes I'm all about it... and I want to see great things happen... no one's around to support me... 1 Man show?? doubt so...

Once upon a day

Well had loads of fun in college... Er... Well for now its been very very simple... Had erm our 2nd assignment..... Mr Bill asked us to group up in a group of 5 or 6 and well make a group

Hence we made a group named... NS.... which stands for No System.. I'm easily bored.. so I decided make a logo for the group.. it wasn't too nice.. but I guess it would do

*No System*

Er some food I had the past week... Tau Fu Kang.. its like sharks fin soup but made of tau fu... tasted great... er... And some fish .. no idea what .. didn't really take many picture of other food I eat

*tau fu Kang*

*some fish*

Hmm In college got a bunch of good new friends... All girls... o.O something wrong some where... Melody, Khar En... I see this 2 people erm nearly everyday... Khar En kinda likes to stone.. not really but most of the time... Melody is crack pot.. laughing all the time when I'm near her.... Really comical hahah =p But they're nice people.. I thank God for them

Well A new trusty calculator....

*trusty calculator*

Ow and I wrote a song too... It was out of inspiration for Youth Conference that would be coming up... Here it is

Ignite
Verse:

As I look Upon Your Nation
I am Amazed
Such An Empty Nation
That’s lost its sight of you

Chorus:
And I pray
You ignite our hearts
Revive it with your flame
And I pray
You rework our dreams
Redesign it to your plan

Bridge:
How can it be?
That A God would die for me
And I would give nothing
To Serve You

Oh I choose to serve you
All of my days

Ow well sorry Sophie didn't personally tell you about it..

*my name stickers*

Ok lets seee...

Nothing much new... every thing's been the same... some things not too good some things better than expected.... nothing fancy... not half as free as I used to be but free enough....

Some food first... More and more Jap food

*unadon*

*toro salmon(salmon belly sushi)*

Those were not bad... My fav is unagi and salmon stuff... they taste fantastic.... If you dare not eat them... tell me .. I'll teach you how to eat.... Daryll learned from me... so did Felyn....

Last Saturday went to Kim Gary with Cheryl Lum.... Had cheese baked rice.. I love that too...Its superbly tasty and satisfying...

*restaurant menu logo*

*bosch*
not sure how to spell

*fruit milk and a jelly*

Fruit milk tastes exactly like a yogurt drink

*beef cheese baked rice*

Through the week end was mission emphasis... Overall good... Hoped for more actually but good I guess.... realized the condition of the youth is far worst that what its suppose to be....

Condition vs Position

Far off sadly

2nd Day of college

Well.. Send my car for service this morning.... Class was from 1230-230 pm ... So had a long time of erm.... nothingness.... anyways.. class was boring... the lecturer talked about things like business transaction and what is a business transaction... what is the difference between cash and credit.... things that I some how already know sooo well.... -.- aih sedih betul i tell u ....

Came home after college... collected my car.... it was all serviced up.... Only 3 problems couldn't be fixed.... 1 battery holder rusting.... 2 Front tires irregular ware... really the front left tire almost botak on the side... and 3 A huge screw embedded in my left rear tire but ow well.. wait till mom gets home from Indonesia then I'll go mom.. I need erm tires =p

Anyways this morning went Fish ball noodles... one of the best

*shop erm number thing*

*fish ball noodle... *

It looks plain cause erm the fishball and all are in another bowl.. too lazy and hungry so u only get to see 2 fish balls =p

That's about it for that.... Went played foosball with my bro.. lost like mad.. played pool.... lost like mad.... so yeah Lost like mad haha right after that we went for some excellent food...

Jap food once again enjoyed of course.... =p

*salmon sashimi*
*chicken katsu don*
*sashimi salad with a very nice sauce*

Other foods were sushi and temakies.. didn't bother taking pictures....

Ow here's some hand book from the student council

*some student booky thingy*

That's about it for the day