Helplessness

Well don't wallow your self in self pity when you're sad...
Don't complicate the situation especially when its bad enough...

Rely on God not people for people tend to fail you...
Don't be stubborn for stubbornness will cost your dearly.. it will consume you that in the end of the day you end up suffering and having no idea why u suffering...

Unresolved anger, hatred and dissatisfaction causes you do explode at the point of time but it become a nagging pain once you 'forget' not solve it...

Many wants to get close to you, but not all are worthy of trust.... Find pick choose wisely

Then again sometimes it really reflects on your self... What you do affects others around you... If you are respected.. no one will dare make fun of you or hurt you... If you are trust worthy no one will want to betray your trust...

Question your self... have I done something to deserve the problems I face... Are the people around me treating me better than I am treating them... if they are... why am I still hopeless??

Selfishness?? Unresolved issues?? well who knows....

Pain never goes away
Scars that hurt so bad stay for eternity...
Why can't find truth?? Or is it more of you can't accept it because you want something else

Search around search your self.. find your own answers

Solution

There will always be problems around. People turn you away, friends don't give you answers you want to hear. Friends leave for a place far away?Friends can't help, parents can't help and even siblings turn their heads. Face it we have to take care of our self.

Have a look at
Solution by Hillsongs united

It is not a human right
To stand afar while broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find the mercy for the need

It is not too far a cry
Too much to try to help the least of these
Politicians should not decide if we should rise
And be your hands and feet

Higher than our circumstance
You promise and your love for all to see
Higher than our protest lines and dollar signs
Your love is all we need

Hey now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now
As we hold to our confession

Whoa-oo-ooh
God, be their solution
Whoa-oo-ooh
We will be your hands and be your feet
Yeah Yeah


Yeah we're down and we're called to shine how much harder can our life get?

Hey come on... God be the solution to your problems... Its a promise and that's it... Be patient

I long to live this resolve from this day onwards... To hold this up as great as I can for this is what have been asked of me..... The sadness shall no longer be seen as it is binded by God's love...

Nothing much but well

Watch Heroes.. its cool... many say i look like Hiro Nakamura i doubt so .. Do you think so??

Hmm ahh yes May 13 was Ben's birthday... so on May 11th... Daryll and I thought of bringing Ben for a well treat... More of he had no choice but to follow. We met up with Mei Peng. She came back for NS as you can see... She happily posted in the chat box... ahhaah =p

So yes a picture Ben couldn't finish his food. He as like transferring fries to me. Which looked super funny... Even Mei Peng was able to finish the burger... ahah commical

See he's transferring fries... -.- Don't he look like a kid -.-

So yeah... erm... hmm past few days hasn't been good.. problems after problems.. when one down.. another at face.. -.-

Just a little thought
If i were to change half my actions to favour my self.. instead of others... would I really be happy??

Guess not... Desires are hard to handle.. It would be nice if some one would walk beside you... it some how quenches your human desire.... of wanting company.. or attention for that matter... Spirituality and humanity . By right humanity shouldn't exist but sadly it does.

You give out to some one out of the sheer desire to bless them yet you always want something in return. You don't expect but you hope. Which I think is different in away. Its the more of the that would be nice kinda thing.

Hmm the song that plays when you open the blog.. yes i'm learning that now in my vocal class.. Some how it makes me think... A lot... -.- saddens... mayb its cause it classifies as emo song -.-

Ow well thats it

Moody Times

Updates after so long....

Graduated from AIM... a little difficult to get all the pictures.. so well none to post on for now...
Visit my class photographer's blog Rachel Hoo. She has all the great pictures and a more interesting blog to read. So yeah go there for pictures

A bit more freed from the things I have to do. These few days are days of sheer boredom. Had a lot of time to think about friends and family and things I'm going to do and what not. Its funny how when you try to be nice, people think you've got some hidden agenda.

Its irritating if you're always busy. There is no point in being busy if you can't spend time to share things with friends or people who are just trying to be there for you. I haven't been that very free but I'm trying to make it up to friends who looked for my company. Well don't just give excuses. You can surely make time if you want to. I could. Why can't you.

Looking carefully at life. Many times the reason we need our parents is only for money. How many of us these days will just die without out parents. Well what I'm trying to say is its best to let relationship with parents be more than money. Get to know parents and hope they see it the same way as you do.

When you have much, much is expected of you. We don't expect things in return but well that would be nice.

What kinda hope are we bringing to people... Look at your self... then look at your family and friends. Don't be two faced in you life. Never be. If you are. You are in no petition to say comment or correct anything.

Think about all this

I need You

Its funny how this is very much untrue.

We so often think we need some one. In truth we only place our expectation higher of a person if we think we need that person and usually people won't meet that expectation and we grow disappointed

Anyways, next week will be a whole week at Sepang. A mission trip so to say. Dey you (i won't mention who but you know who you are) are so irritating. Being cautious is fine but why worry so much. We are to bring what God has called us to bring... its a discussion .. throw your ideas out.. not argue for yours... learn to be more open.Don't just lock on and go all out for it. Think twice or three times before you say anything and you won't look like a half baked looser too when you do anything. You say people are not getting you often. What if its you are not getting people? We are not stupid. Watch your attitude. Being all out is good i understand you but you got to learn to watch it...

Its been a while

Many things has happened since my last post. I'll just state down what i remember. Sorry sis that I haven't been able to update my blog.

Anyways.. well i got a new guitar that's 1

here's a picture of it
its a really handsome guitar... I don't find my guitar feminine so I just call it a handsome guitar -.-

And there's the tuner i bought
Its really cool.. its tiny

Hmm we had an Easter youth rally at Damansara Heights last Saturday. Sorry sis that's why i couldn't really talk to you. It went well the worship session was tremendous. God moved greatly and the song I could sing forever which i was suppose to lead turned out really well by God's grace... I mean it was suppose to be a slow or moderate song.. but they pumped it up till it was so... retro =p

Sunday was Easter Sunday. Church was over early. So Josh Yap and Cheryl came over to my house. They played my com. We played counter-strike at first. After a while we went play Dota.
One round. Right after that went watch TMNT with Kevin,Victor, n Chee Pang. It was not bad.

I miss my old friends. I miss some one. I can't do everything but i hope much would be accomplished.

AIM's been really Good.. Many of my class mates have been such a blessing to me, Jan, Tab, Rach, Soph, Josh,Jon, Eric, Eliza, and Sarah as for the rest... well they have been significant just not that great.

I hope You all have been blessed by the labour of my 2 hands through Christ.

Percayalah Kepada Tuhan

Percayalah Kepada Tuhan
Dengan segenap Hatimu
Dan Jangan bersandar
DiAtas pengertianmu, Sendiri

Berbahagia orang-orang
Yang Memperoleh HikmatNya
Lebih berharga dari Emas Perak
Dan permata
Umur Panjang Di tangan Kanan mu
Kekayaan Hormat Di tangan kiri
Jalan Yang Damai
Damai Sejahtera
Senangtiasa

Woes and blessings

Wokie here's whats gonna happen.. I'm gonna say a lot of blessing and woes of what I think of few people... but i won't put the names of the people but I'll put his/her first name initial rite at the end. So if you can identify its you... then well good for you so...

Blessed are you for you are trying your best in your ministry - W
Woe TO you are unable to see your self centeredness in your own speech -A
Blessed are you for the Faith and dedication that you have - J
Woe To You who are wise yet thing absolutely wrong - C
Blessed are you who teach faithfully - S
Woe To You for you are foolish in deciding at times - B
Blessed are you for you are able to give more than I can even try - T
Woe To You for you only come when you need help - S
Blessed are you for you are so sacrificial in what you do - M
Woe To You who are insulted yet you insult people as well - B
Blessed are you try even though people turn you away - D
Woe To You for you are a hypocrite -D
Blessed are you for you have great vision- S
Woe To you for your actions aren't encouraging - D
Blessed are you For you're sweet actions have made me laugh -R
Woe To you for you shop like a glutton for food - A
Blessed are you for you have been there through the seasons -C
Woe To you for you for you only expect me to do everything - F
Blessed are you that you are faithfully despite the negative things that happened to you - E
Woe To you for you fail to communicate after you left - A
Blessed are you for you are so wise in speech - R
Woe To you for have been un open to what people around you have been tiring to do for you - A
Blessed are you for you are trying to serve - V
Woe To you for you have turned away - V
Blessed are you for you are intelligent and favoured - W
Woe To you for you have think wrongly of people every so often - D
Blessed are you for you are working so hard for the good - J
Woe To you for you dream of the best but do nothing - I
Blessed are you for you are working so hard not for your self - D
Woe To you for you worry so much - M
Blessed are you for the love that you have for not your self - M
Woe To you for you think you know everything -B
Blessed are you for you have thought much of the future and tried to do something about it -D
Woe To you for you follow blindly and are insensitive -R
Blessed are you that you do so many things to help your family - J
Woe To you for you have much to learn - R

There are many more to write but I'm mood less ... Names can appear more than once.. so .... you think lar which applies to you... and there are more people to each line.. just that only put one to each... so think carefully if it affects you sigh....

Pictures for your entertainment

Fetuchinni Carbonara (don't know how to spell -.- )my fav pasta of all time

Chess Pieces from outer space

My watch... duh isn't it

Look More Chess pieces from outer space

Green Man made out of silly putty... sadly cant see it too clearly

Huey Ling and her b'day cake

Pizza Uno's menu

Dinner with friends at Manhattan Fish Market

Crackers.... at Adeline's place... I got a burn on my hand to remember this forever

Hippo N Clest

Guys at Ck's farewell

Yes a giraffe

My new pair of shoes... last month

Huey Ling's house celebrating her b'day in Feb

Its been a while

Its been a while... got a lot of things to say.. but kinda find not much point to put them here ... but anyways.. for the sake of fun.. -.-

I celebrated my bday not too far back...got pics of people's bday around the same dayas mine... yes sadly none of my own party... but yar.. still was 'celebrated' thx to all those who well... did that for me

Been mood swinging like mad... worst than pms... thx to thoughts... found new friends... got closer to lots of people... but many still turn out the same... mean.. evil... self centered... only talk to you when they need stuff done... or they need help they come running asking you

Know a guy who well... treat girls in such a weird way haha... All u girls should meet him... you'll either laugh, run or freak out....

Its amazing how some guy's egos are so big.. so big that they are SO full of them selves that they ought to shoot them selves in the head... i mean really.. hopeless... look and observe and be amazed

The show heroes is super cun... you must watch it.. haha... Sylar... Peter... all ahhaha super cool... the best part is people say i look like Hiro Nakamura... hahah I can stop time.. wahhaha super cool... hahaha... I wish i had such powers... it'd be super cool..

oklar thats it.. sigh