Back to the ways were before

Hmm food and more food... don't we love food...

Not much time to go out theses days... so less food pictures... maybe I'll start taking picture of my college food which would be sad.. ow well

This is from Chillies.... Went there with mom.... BBQ Ranch burger and mom had the combo Cajun.... it was not bad

Heard my dad got a new toy.. which one I'm not sure though... ow well

hmm I wonder if any one still reads this poor sad blog.... let me know lar.... den maybe i will have motivation to update....

GG

A Step past memories

Congrats to AIM team 08.... excellent presentation....




AIM TEAM 08 Hansel, Kah Yun, Katrina, Cheryl, Samuel, Daniel, Wei Lin, Andrew, Micheal

DOnt let that fire burn out eh
This is AIM 2007 group picture.. look the size difference... excluding pastors and teachers... the bottomes ones sitting down hehehe =p

Aim Team 07 Darren Yong,Jan Wong, Bennedict, Asher, Josh, Eric, Jon Yee, Kenny, BenToh

Tab Rach Sarah Sophie Emmylou Eliza Angeline Azalea Vivian

Many Thanks to Rachel Hoo the photog for the wonderful pictureof aim 07... Cheers

Stolen Picture....

AIM Team 06 David.... Not sure who...Lawrence.... Kah Meng

Florence Wei chin Salby Annabelle Krystal Joyce and Christine

When You Belive

Excellent old song....

Many nights we've prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains

Long before we knew we could

[Chorus]

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

Easy to despair

When all you hear is fear and lies

Easy just to run and hide

To frightened to begin

But if we dare to dare

Don't wait for answers from the skies

Each of us can look inside

And hear this song within

They don't always happen when you ask

And it's easy to give in to your fears

But when you're blinded by your faith

Can't see your way clear through the rain

A small but still resilient voice

Says hope is very near

You can do much just so long you have faith eh....

Hold on if you feel like letting Go...

For all you know Help is on its way

Disappointment

2008 started shaky..... yes things seems well...

but so much negativity lingering around.... Pack schedules not helping... constant week end disappointments over minor things keeps creeping round.... a week end of hope often turns bad easily for me... I wonder why??

Maybe its wrong relationships, wrong expectations, wrong approach??

I find my self saying so many things that I my self recently failed to hold up to... Yet there was favour.

Prayer is simple but prayer is nothing without faith. I said that... but I fail to hold up to it... I fail to have that faith that is needed to push that simple prayer and see it happen... doubts.... questions of why how come... how can...?? always arises sigh....WOE to me who is a hipocrite...

The burden of lives creeps up on me... what to do?? Wisdom has been given By Him.... but why do I feel so lousy..?? I feel like I've been call to be there for this people... how can I be light if I can't just keep shining as a miserable candle??

My heart aches terribly... Why so?? where is the hope...

Persevere in time of dryness.... sounds like what I will keep doing... but the question is am I really dry or just down?? Why do I feel capable at the same time miserable like hell....

Maybe you can help me... Just maybe....

But then again.... how could you if you seem like you are in your own world doing your own thing.... of course u deserve it... but realy how la?? At the same time I know ... you mite need some one too but I can be totally ignorant about it. Why??? Communication??

Driving around is fine with the right company.... but to drive home alone every single day... staring blankly thinking lousy thoughts.... difficult... sigh... looking at things going to a Home that will be lonely... with nothing more than a mere computer as a partner.... one which has no soul.... How Stupid is that.... What else is there to do?? Looking at yet another screen?? doubt so...?? Read a page of words...??? Seriously doubt so

Sigh All but a little bit of faith, A little bit of hope.... just maybe the wounds that hurt mite heal in time.... wounds that are internal that no one would know off.... Except Him who is mighty...

I need to snap out of this mode.... I can't afford it... people cant afford it...

Desperation

Excellent times and free times never seem to make us appreciate thing as always

Its always a dark time or a time of desperation where everything seems to become clearer.
Hope comes by having faith. Faith in the little things that you have. Are not the small things important to you too?

Why not let go of worries that doesn't seem to matter? Why not Hold to what you know you are capable off? Why act strong when you know you are bound for trouble??

Destruction comes not in a ball of fire but a spark of something small. Often in the failure of the small thing its that the bigger stuff seems all hopeless and bound for destruction. We drown our self in a glass of water just because we refuse to continuously salvage or fix even the tap to our big pool.That's when its the worst. Its as if killing your self isn't bad enough. You want to kill your self the hard way


A little hope and trust won't hurt. Ill thoughts and miss interpretation of words brings you down the most. What the use of dreaming so much just to miss the opportune moment to act and move just because of some minor issues with feeling of your heart?

We really don't need pain to get the Gold. No Pain No GAin?? not always....

Free yourself from crutches when you know you are already healed. Have faith that your feet will hold you up.

To You there is hope. To you there is love. To you is wisdom that comes from no man. To you comes the comfort of a thousand angels.

Its been a while

Its been such a long time since I updated, hahah amazing how people's been visiting this place....

Er things thats gone by

Mock Exam, Ps Steven's Bday, Tab 's bday, Sarah Tay's bday

Christmas practice been boring.... Long hours of singing Its a merry Christmas eve and I hardly can belive... How the time does fly since the year gone by since we trimmed the Christmas

Its really time to reflect on the whole year and notice if anything significant or instrumental in your life has occurred or happened... If nothing good has come out so far, its surely high time you make use of the final few months left of 2007

Recap the highlights of this year
AIM Youth Leadership course 2007
Such a wonderful experience... The friendships built and what I've learnt have brought me so much further in life...

Start of CAT course
Not that great but instrumental to a great future

nothing else that great but plenty of memorable times

AIM mission trip
Youth Easter Service
AIM graduation
Times we just went out and run around town
First day of college
Dinners weddings... not many but a few

Friends grew closer, responsibilities greater, Family well ok lar I guess. no complains

I shall update pics soon lar.... My Nokia pc suit giving me problem.... Really wanna change to a Sony Ericsson Phone.... See how things go... argh....


Owh well done to Chi last week... They put up an excellent drama... and Joel Shared a good message...

mite put up the video if i can la... haha ow well... thats it..

Came and Gone

Hmm exams has came and gone.... much more a few weeks ahead ... Good times and bad times... came and gone.... leaving life pretty much neutral.... then again its said that the way you view situations will be the way it turns out to your self... Interpretation seems to be everything....



Last Saturday had porridge steam boat with the AIM people... They are Jan Wong, Sarah Tay, Jonathan Yee, Vivian Tan, Eliza Wong, Kenny Ng, Eric Marc, Joshua Yap, Asher Park, Rachel Hoo, Azalea and mua self... Sad Darren Yong, Emmylou, Tab, Benedict and Sophie couldn't make it...

looks good eh?? ahhah

Was working on a gift for Melody past week... to busy to start painting so I got Glow in da dark stuff and started some scribbling.... anyways... here it is

Yes it actually glows... not that fancy... but well I guess its the thought that counts Going to paint some other things on it as well.. hopefully It turns out nice instead of ugly la...

Okie erm... lets see what else to write about...

Ahh went watch Resident Evil 3... really not bad... excellent show... nice erm action... not for the weak hearted I guess....

Hmm... when facing problems... take a look around.... When u realise that there is no human way to solve your problem... Pray about it for only God can break that barrier of pain or problem... thats about it lar... tutup kedai....

update time....

Its been a while since I blogged... Nothing much worth wild to blog about.... anyways... since the last time I blogged

1. I painted my room blue....

Its blue.. not purple....

2. Made a puzzle to be hung up in my room....

yes its actually now framed up and all nice.... haven't bothered to go and snap a picture of it

3. Went to a lantern fest with fellow youth


4.The end.... !!!


See nothing much... items can count with one hand.... o.O

I haven't been learning English and I guess I would never learn English ever again.... So.... naturally... its getting much much worst..... I got bad spelling syndrome... I got corrupted with unknown words... sad isn't it

Back to playing basketball after a long time.... yes need to loose weight.... I'm soooo much fatter than I used to be... yes I think its true.... fat fat fat.... need to lose it as soon as I can... fortunately since I restarted balling... my stamina has regained a little... i tell u .. first day.. GG.com

Many b'days coming up..... Melody's, Kevin, Cheryl's .. ok 3... only... I think... hmmm ow well... what ever la rite.... lalala shall update some 'articles' tomorrow or so....

suckkie week but I hope to make it better by dinnering with aim mates.... Yes I'm actually using u all to make my week enjoyable.... other wise... its.... lecture lecture.. classes bla bla bla.... lan exam.... and another 2 additional exams.... ahhaha....

Ow well not really lar.. genuinely wanted to gather and well have fun.... aih

That's it... tata

Food Food Food

Esquire Kitchen....

There was one more dish but I was to hungry so I didn't bother taking pics of it

Tgi Fridays





the pictures aren't that good cause It was dark and I was superbly hungry.. so I just snapped and nyam nyam nyam

exams coming soon... This week end..... ow well

Heart of 'Praise'

What do you do when favour finds you.... Nothing just go with it and do as you are called... basically that's how it is....

Last Tuesday went watch Rush hour 3 with Eliza, Khar En and Melody... the movie was great... amusing yet not boring...




We went for some cheese baked rice at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng... And i had some drink which I forgot the name...

Got my self a nice blue pencil

Its not bad... hmm....

Was just lingering about this thoughts the past few days... When you are numb or a better word would be desensitized to that of the world, You discover that when God shows up... instantly you would feel him cause you feel nothing else.... whats in actually fact is actually that you're so high in God's presence that you feel nothing else...But God..

A plain sheet of paper seems plain.. but if u dot a blue dot on it... instantly you notice it... When it comes to God and if you are as clean as a sheet... and because when God shows up ... his presence is so great... its almost impossible if you aren't a plain sheet to feel him...

But the truth is whats in actually fact is actually that you're so deep in God's(sensitive) presence that you feel nothing else...But God.. so when you feel so down and blue.... but you are so able to sense God.. you are not actually drifting away.. in fact you are closer than you think you are...

ok now with being caught up with feeling only God's presence.... Our praises to him really shouldn't be just feelings of the moment..... music is great but we really shouldn't praise out of feelings.. that is childish...

The heart of 'worship' is bathing in God's holy presence seeking his presence and him alone...

Now what is the heart of 'praise'?? Its got to be more than feeling Good music... Praise is about thanks giving... tenacity which means persistence and perseverance and faith....

Many have understood about the heart of Worship.. what about the heart of praise which up to now.... Has not been discovered and used fully in God's worship...

I believe that nothing great can come out of something old.... But new things has a great way of blooming into something beautiful....

When u feel nothing but God.... The love you have for anything else... is so clear.... undeniable... Truth is in front of you and its close to impossible to get your feelings wrong... The love that God plants in you for some one else.... can never be mistaken... what do yo do... sow that there will be a great harvest of joy... hopefully... if it is accepted...