Christmas...

Well.. Christmas... waddya know... so fast...

I seem to be blogging all negative.. I shall try to talk about positive stuff...

Friday... 22nd of Dec... was in putra the whole day helping Chris Ling out with lighting and all the gizmo's... no fun.. bright lights + long periods = massive head ache.. .the bright side is I learnt a bit about theater lighting... its quite simple.. interesting.. yet boring...

Saturday.... 23rd of Dec... Rehearsals for the whole day... was running up and down like mad person.. wonderful thing is I was so busy that I didn't really got to hang out with friends that much... but at least.. it was 'FUN'

Sunday.... 24th of Dec... Presentation day... everything went well... fairly well.. quite fun too ... I got a wonderful pillow from me beloved sis... it's really cuddly.. with an eeyore on it... its so fluffy.. so nice to huggie... Ate clay pot lou shi fun with the sm's and all.... the food was good..

Monday... 25th of Dec... a blessed Christmas... went well spend some money in the morning.. came back and erm... relax in the evening... Went dinner with dad... Seafood... it was just ok... it was a God knows whats the name of the place... restaurant... CRAB.... PRAWNs... nice...

Tuesday... 26th Dec.... went service my car.. patch up the wonderful scratch.... sorry Mable u wont be able to see my wonderful rusting dent/scratch on my car.... Went to PJ to get a guitar for my mom's God son.. then... went to Daryll's house for dinner... Had TURKEY.... after sooo long... TURKEY... haven't had TURKEY since erm... f2... or f1.. I'm not sure... but well I love the TURKEY... wahhaha....besides that nth ... SIGH

Tired.... SO.... Tired....

This morning... whack dota.... dota ... dota.... played till 230 den slept... woke up at 9.... got ready... went play badminton with the 'Exco'

Those that were from exco who were there were HX, Hema, Dawn, Jin Wei, Suzzane and my self... Non-Exco were Sim Ee, Jing Hui, Chern Kang, n Wan Shing..... we played till well almost dropped...

Right after that I sent Hema n HX off to pyramid like some bloody driver... den came back to the 3k building to A&W ate a dumb burger and drank Root Beer Float... Went to CK's house to freshen up... well not me.. CK... I was fine... then we went down to KL by train(the train was hopeless)... CK wanted to get a notebook because he's going to Australia and his dad asked him what he wants -.-

We looked around found hopeless laptops... but there were a few which was in CK's budget a BENQ, ACER and erm HP... Makes me want something else .. but ow well... I don't seem to be able to ask for anything nowadays... clothes... "buy ur own" hand phone " use ur current one its still good" friend's time " busy talk to u later" good wonderful friends... "1,2,3" thats about it... sad isn't it .. sigh

Back to the day... reach subang at 630... drove home... step in the house... right away step back out... drove to tapau food... came back.... ate.. and now i'm here blogging... the wonderful day I had

I really am so disappointed with my friends... the worst part is most of them still thinks they are Ok WERT... I feel like shooting a lot of them... SIGH

Brand New TV

At last a tv after ... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9..... NINE months...

A Sony Bravaria 32" LCD TV... way cool... sounds good .. looks good... Can't wait to play my PS2 on it.. only thing is my mummy thinks plugging video game consoles on a tv spoils it.. -.- which i find stupid... so.. just wait for the cat to leave then the mouse can come out to play

Besides that? Hmm nothing really to waaa... about... haven't bought anything I like recently for I want a Nokia N95 but i'm sure it will be a bomb... I'm expecting 2.5k... hopefully its not so crazy... cause its a phone I kinda want

Back to the tv... my mom said today the man would be coming to send the tv around 2-430pm, I wanted to go grab some food at 1 Utama and do some shopping for Christmas... but Mom asked me to cancel plan and stay home -.- how sad .... then.. waited... n waited n waited

In the end the dude only came at like 730pm when my mom was back already... wasted my whole day... This sucks ... sigh

Just a Thought

We have two hand, one heart, one live to offer...

What if that one heart was shattered and that live destroyed... Can you and would u still use the two hand that you have to help and do what u should do?

As for me.. the two hands are tired... that one heart.. stabbed... that one life... pulling trough... nothing fun... filled with frustrations... and pains... the joy is there.... only if i hold on to it... yet well it doesn't stick... sad isn't ... sigh

A brief summary

Well... the past few days since well camp... has been pretty much fill with errands... playing games... going shopping ... ow yesterday went shopping with Cheryl... went around mid v till our legs felt like breaking...

Ow jap food are the best.... Zen.... wakakkaa... me n Daryll went there like twice this week... mainly cause he wanted it badly -.- hako kani salad.... you all who haven't tried it ought to try... I'm not a guy to take a picture of my food... maybe will start once i get a better phone... wakkaka

Anyways Hako Kani Salad is this .. erm... crab stick salad... its has this really good sauce and its mixed with thousand island as well... it taste umph...

I found Ben a present ... He'll like it... was asking Victor and Ai-Leen at erm Mid V yesterday if they know weather there was a hardware shop in Mid V... cause presents for Ben can come from a hardware shop.... now isn't that mad wakakakkaa

Planet Shakers was packed... like mad packed.... I didn't even bother to go.. I just dropped off mua little sis there den met up with another friend.....

Came home beat my bro up at KOF with nearly every character... we played 2 different character few rounds... he got fed up.. we switched witch each other... whack few times.... change character.. whack only kakaka.... I WIN.... wakkakakak

A day, Half dead

The day after camp... I was kinda busy...rite after camp, came home cleared up the com check mails all that... Then couldn't sleep, it was dinner time... Mom felt like eating pizza there for i ordered pizza there was cleaners around.. so I couldn't sleep early... wanted to go out for a drink but no one to go with so I went to taipan got my picture taken for Aim... needed 2 photographs passport size den came home... wrote my testimoney for Aim as well... slept about 130...

The following day... which was yesterday, Wednesday, woke up early... had to send mom to sungai rasa workshop to pick her car up.. it had to go in for major service... Left about 7.. decided to grab breakfast at Klang first... cause the workshop only opens at 8.. drove home couldn't sleep played dota with Beng Ian 1 v 1 he was not bad lar.. I lost >.< =p

Daryll then was online said he was hungry... by then it was about 3... so ... decided to go pyramid n eat... Jap food... came home.. didn't eat dinner.. .straight away KO... till 9 something today kaka =p

Camp...

Hmm.. so yar... camp... its the same camp actually but well telling more about it kakakaka

It started on Saturday, 9th Dec till Tuesday, 12th Dec.

9th Dec, Gathered at Summit. That's where the church was. Loaded up stuff to the bus then left. There was a major delay because one of the bus broke down. Some water/engine thing... who knows... At least it wasn't my bus. We got there had Group game decided our group name .. basic stuff.. the session at night was just well normal la... nothing really special

10th Dec, 2nd day of camp... the sessions once again was normal... the games was just crap... played with eggs n flour... and some disgusting tomato game... total rubbish... bad planning... my friend fell had a stone enter her leg... it was about well a cm big... another of my friend fell and her head needed stitches... there was a workshop about grooming telling all the u should already know stuff

11th Dec, 3rd day of camp... Sessions were once again normal and did not really affect me.. We had rafting... we all build rafts.. and mine was crap.. it made it trough at first but failed after that it sank badly... The BGR session by PS. Sandra Chin was good... I already knew most of it ... but she put it in such an understandable way.. which was good... we had a showdown on the last night too.. its like a talentime.. we well made plays ... and sang songs.. and did all kinda things which were well cool... my team only managed to get 2nd... my Partner in crime's team got first... his group was seriously cracked -.-

12th Dec, Last day of camp... I couldn't wait to end the pain n suffering... last session .. and last meal of boring hopeless foods... then came home... that's about it lar...

In my opinion... I Regret wasting my 4 days at one hopeless camp. There were one or 2 good things.... but it seems like nothing compared to the hopelessness...

The Stand

Back from camp... Honestly I didn't get the rest and enjoyment I was sort of hoping for from a wonderful resort, Dusun Eco Resort. It was a nice cooling place.. but the crammness from activities didn't give nuts... I come back with a heavier heart than ever

To top that all my wonderful friend just gave me crap... Its like being stabbed from the front... I know u may read this... but to let you know I feel like just slapping you right across the face for the crappness of a person you are...

The 2 main reasons I went for camp are

1: To seek God's answers to that one Dream that you know about so well.

2: To be there and support you because your burdens and tasks wasn't easy

You showed no regard and no importance... actions speaks louder than words... You're busy?? I don't think so... Choices and priorities.... I am not blind to what you have been up to the whole time... my eye has been on you to assist you in anyway... but well u didn't give shit...

I hate you more than I ever have...

Even tough I hate you so... I will care for you because I will tell you, you deserve it for the works of your hands goes beyond friendships... and I have been commissioned to care and love you... And dreams have been set with you in mind... I do not like it and I never will unless things change...

So I'll stand

With arms high and heart abandoned

In awe of the one who gave it all

So I'll stand

My Soul Lord to you surrendered

All I am is yours

This is all I can say to the one who has called me... The one who gave it all....

Once upon a night

Hmm a day crashing at Ben's house... for the night that is...

This morning I woke up late... I was suppose to pick Ben & Daryll at like 830...to go n study BK Guess wad.... I woke up at 845... how wonderful... den called Ben.. he couldn't leave cause of some cleaners... so we ended picking him up only at like 1100+ .. i picked Daryll up... to well change the water gun at parade... while i went by to pyramid to get some clothing... at the end we got everything done and came to pick Ben n study Bk...

Nothing interesting there -.-

Studied Bk... went to summit to look at some erm... Cards... wanted to buy computer games.. but decided to save money and buy nothing.. went to mydin ... bought some sweets for the sweet society... I bought my car an ambipur car... it smells much nicer now... before this it had this stale cacat smell... the ambipur cost me about 12 bucks... so quite happy.. its cheaper den usual...

At night had a last class for my Bk .. it was ok lar ... some how I preferred Sean's style of teaching compared to Hosanna ... the class was quieter too when Sean started teaching about Acts... I'm so not ready for exam... anyways... that's it for now.. -.-

WaterGun...

It was a well fun day...

Was out with Daryll n a Pest... the whole day... went buy some good for youth camp this Sat... biscuits,sweets,junk food... the Pest got some party popper thing ... it shoots out ribbons .. i think -.- but well i couldn't care...

After that we went to 1 Utama.. bought our selves some cun water gun.. a bit childish yet... well its actually for camp... we're going to bully lots of people

They said.. no big water gun... hmm ours is like.. well big enuf... dun bring a bag of food... hmm well we're bringing one too so.. i think we're camp hooligans.. but well if i get kicked out and send home from camp.. den....... we'll see la...

I'm suppose to get some clothing... simple shorts and simple t-shirt or sleeveless shirt... those like not singlet till super shoulder revealing type.. but well sleeveless.. but haven't had the time to go to pyramid...

I got 2 invites to places on Thursday night, Vivian Kuan's birthday party and Peng Seong's pot luck ... I kinda don't know which one to go for... decisions......

BK paper on Thursday.. ending at 430 or 4 i don't know... then I'm suppose to pick my mom up from Shah Alam.. her car major service... how unfun.... my bro's car just got some major service.. now mom's car which has holes in the bumper and all.. n to think the youngest driver have a nice undented car =.= not boasting .. but -.- aih... the hassle to pick some one up so far away...

Dying to self -.-