Thoughts in motion

Up so early... can't sleep.... its 6.26 am on a Sunday morning....

Woke up at 5.15 am.... not very fun cause I know later surely tired... but sigh couldn't really sleep....

brain all over the place..... mock exams is over and next week will be one week of 'holiday' but yet like unrelaxed.... the final is in a months time or so..... how to 'holiday'?? I don't know how....

Lets see... *picks the brain apart to see what to blog down..* hmm

Mistakes.... One would often think some one would learn from their mistakes... but in sad fact.... history repeats its self and people repeat the same mistake twice or more and maybe worst that before....

Often we hope to be let off the hook easily just cause we realise our mistake.. That is not really the possible case.... with everything wrong action is due responsibility and due punishment which ought to be brought down upon you... Thing is you never learn.... There is no check against you repeating whatever you did wrong the first time round

You are like a foolish soul charging down the road of life only to take a wrong turn twice cause practically the road in which you travel won't change over night. Living by that moment only to find yourself struggling to keep up with your own life....

Exams = white hair....

Growing white hair... getting old -.-

Coloured haird aso still got one stray white hair... like stray animal -.-

Events or occurrence the past week/weekend

1. CY at mcd

2. Dinner at Manjalara,Kepong steam boat

3. Youth choir at DP

4. Lunch at .99

5. supposedly study time at Eric's house

6. played cs instead

7. basketball in the rain

8. T6 mock exam

9. practice with the aim mates

Events to come

1. T7 mock exam(Tuesday)

2. Practice with aim mates(Wednesday)

3. T8 mock exam (Thursday)

4. T9 mock exam ( Friday)

5. Aim graduation + some service (Friday)

hmm.... ow well.....

Its amazing how accountants and and engineers has different ways of presenting the same thing... -.-

AvP donut -.-

Big apple Donuts.... they taste just ok ....

A&W root beer ..

Stretch you hands as far as you can
Even if it hurts yourself
Some one else's life mite be change
a little pain for a change in 1 life

Roller Coaster Ride To be

Imagine waking up in the morning suddenly. You know you set your alarm clock to ring but that wasn't the thing that woke you up.

A cold room yet you break a sweat. The dream that you had woke you up. A mix of emotion. A sweet thought of the person you admire and the scare of a work load ahead of your day. Your body feels as if it never slept. Tired and worry some you stretch out to look at your phone. Its 30 minutes till the time you're suppose to wake up. Fear creeps into your mind.

How will I survive the long day ahead.... By what means would I have the strength to finish all that I need to do?? I am so tired... I wish the next moments would just not come... maybe if possible... sigh

You step in a room filled with people you know only to find out of the work load that awaits during your week...

What do you do when all seems to come and slap you in the face...

What do you do when communication fail to bring across the msg that you want to share?? What if that dire point of your life comes and your cry for help could not be understood by any one?? You're forced to say things that does not represent your self just cause you don't know what else to say or do...

That's when it seems like that downward spiral comes... The fear grips your heart giving you a shake out of your shoes.... Fearful... likely.... but maybe if you're a thrill seeker you would love that escalation point... Necessary?? Doubtly.... Fun??? Unlikely...

Will you scream first on the way up and just keep quiet at the point where the screams ought to come?

Maybe that's good.... Hide everything so no one else knows and everyone else can be happy while you suffer in silence?

Just remember behind every mask is an individual and some one some where will definitely recognize you.... even if blood is shed and hearts are broken ... some one will come running at the end for all that you are and all that you do..hopefully la that is -.-

Such Pain

Hmm... Being sick ain't fun

Its 5 days and I haven't been able to recover... How unfortunate... Sigh.... Maybe I'm pushing my self too hard.... Study... Ministry.... Life.... Friends.... Either that or I'm just practically hopeless at managing my self....

Hmm don't care too much about yourself for others are going through situations which are much worst. Let those who love you care about you eh??

Ok lets see.... Sore throat, a weird relapsing fever it comes on and off at weird times... dry cough... and in the mornings I get too spit out wonderful coloured phlegm laced with streaks of blood due to a very bad throat.... don't worry its not vomiting blood... its just bruised throat....

"sexy voice syndrome" -.- I think only 2 people heard me over the phone with this voice... excluding family of course....

When I called Cheryl her first reaction was like... whoa..... so low!!! hahaha amusing

She's one happy girl ;) blessed beyond measure....

Hmm.... sigh.... finish up work and sleep early.... heh.... that's what I need to do.... been a little difficult .... Every time I close my eyes.... Thought run through my head... THis That THis THAT ... I wish life was a little bit easier... sigh...

Lalalala

More food normal food only...

cheese baked rice and the good old small big mac

To Rise Over and Above

It been a while since I sat down and write an article or some sort so I'll attempt to do so in this post.... pls comment as u all wish

To Rise over and above. Something my lecturer seem to always say in regards to study and life

In times of transition we are often left in a place where hope is dry and our dreams begin to shatter by the changing of circumstances. We tell our selves that it is necessary that we hold on to that dying dream only to find our selves passing it off as a far fetched hope or something deemed unnecessary in the line of responsibility to those we love.

Love drives our hearts and it shows in our actions. What governs us to do as we do is that which is in our hearts. If you lie about your situation to others, chances are you're lying to yourself about what you want. If u press your self down thinking you cannot succeed, chances are you're overstating that which is untrue.

Be positive not by means of simple standards but that of the standard which is set in your heart by those you love. Success isn't measured by a piece of paper stating the distinctions and grades but by the achievement in experience you earn. That which becomes your history, that which becomes your drive to rise above your circumstance.

You say you got a clear mind. How can your mind be clear if its fixed and locked upon the wrong thing or the item which you feel or think is right? Would you make up your mind first and then look to change it if something goes wrong or will u step in objective, searching for the right answers before making up your mind?

Why do you look to state your opinion when the base Principal by which you stand should speak louder than what you say? Are you based on result or are you based on the target which you set? Are you holding to your principals or are you just banging on your feelings??

How can you say your principals are correct if your first action is to comment on every mistake and things that are beyond your expectation??

There is a method to do everything. Don't give up. Hold on to Godly principals for they are sovereign. Methods may change but that which is good and is Godly stays and never change. Hold on firm and you will definitely rise over and above your circumstances.

Above those that has done you wrong. Above all that is expected of you. You will find favour in the eyes of many.

Always remember that grace which was first given to you

Easter week

Such a splendid week it was last week.... A wonderful week of test.... practices and of course Easter week end....

Turning point went well.... for those who missed it... Sorry for you.. so sad eh...

Hmm.... seemingly waking up at 445 is becoming a yearly event..... not at all fun.....but well worth it i guess

The food through out the week, ate too much again sigh.... FAT FAT FAT

hmm.... got back one of my test papers..... 76/100 which is average my most standards... hoped for an 80 actually..... but ow well.... the 76 is already God's blessing and Grace eh.... yet to receive 3 more results...I hope they are barable ...

My latest obsession... LEGO... yes lego.... I wanted them as a kid... never got them.. now Sudden urge to collect them.... for display of course.... MAke good use of that glass shelf I got .....

About good eh.... thats it lar....

A holiday which isn't all that exciting -.-

Its a holiday.... WOW..... so happy... sheesh -.- test tomorrow... tonnes of things to do around the house... not at all fun...

Hmm yesterday on the way to practice....


while I was braving the jam and staring around i thought to my self... wouldn't it be cool if I amazingly Got a Honda Civic Type R....

I thought I'd go to my friend and ask him..

Me: Eh i need your help...

Friend: Wad u want??

Me: can help me take something from my car??
Friend: sure ....
(pass car keys)
Friend: Eh what car u driving... why key different all wan...??

Me: erm heh heh.... its around the corner out that gate turn left... walk slightly down.... Its bright white..... can't miss.... Help me take the _____ at the back seat ;) thx yar.....

Friend: sure sure I go take now yar...

(1 minute later - friend gets back)

Friend comes back with a stunned look on face..... what the.... U got a civic... -.- GG la u ...

How fun would that be eh??



sigh I wish la right....

Fixed up the glass display shelf I so wanted from earlier before... at last bought it thx to the IKEA sale... It was slightly cheaper I think.... ow well

Here it is....


This is my psp... its second hand but I'm not complaining... It was from my big bro as my bday present... So yar.. many thanks to him



At last I bothered to get a picture of Turning Point... so yeah er... let me re do the advertisement for Turning Point

A Calvary Youth Production

Turning Point

2-4pm

22nd March 2008

Calvary Church

Damansara Heights

"There are many situations in life when decisions need to be made.
Every Decision we make, marks a turning point in our lives.
It is something that cannot be avoided.
Everyone faces different turning points at different times
and that turn can be the biggest move you've ever made
Are you ready to make that move?"

Heh NO I didn't think that up... it was on the back of the flier they're giving out -.- haha =p

I just took the liberty of copying and highlighting it as I like =)

Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Hmm a difficult 3 days of the week only to be followed by 1 day of well wanted holiday

T6 T7 and T8 progress test done.... whats left?? T9 the bigger killer.... I think Ms Joyce( my lecturer) I feel stress -.- what an image....

Food for the week

Mussel Lombardi.... Salmon Fethuchini , California temaki... cha soba ... looks like worms eh

Chocolate Chip Cream Frap.... Not bad.... considering its my reward to my self for studying at Starbucks -.-

And She says I'm addicted... ish -.-

Exams exams exams.... not fun sigh... all stressed out and tired....

Youth Easter Rally around the corner... To lazy to get the picture... sigh... its Themed Turning point.... Excellent progress during practices....

This Saturday
2-4pm
Damansara Heights

Don't miss ... event of a life time

Home Study Program Day 1

Heh heh...Quite GG..... working but not really also... keep getting distracted every like 20 minutes to 1 hour....

Hmm AUDIT -.- the simple gist to it is.. think like a thief.... ok now think how to stop your self from stealing what ever you thought off... so ya.... Identify and apply the control measure... -.-

Mr Jay said this.... ACCA trains u to be a pessimists... how ever u spell it -.-

If you learn marketing.... they will tell you can do this and that by doing all that and you will get what u want.... on the other hand

Accounts will say.. nonono u cant do that and this and that cause here's a list of things that can go wrong -.- hmm problematic....

Sigh Can't seem to focus..... I feel like sleeping although I already did overtime in bed.... Its amazing how you feel like doing the most unusual things when you're faced with study books... aih

Meet T7 and T8 Text Books

Hmm if recently you feel I've been msging You like for like what ever it usually means I'm distracted or downright bored with what I'm reading.... Sadly very few people been replying... not unusual though

Credit is like this sacred item where it must be saved for that 1 important moment... or to call that one special person just for 20 minutes to spend everything... Hmm Thank GOD for Post PAID.... kakaka... I get to laugh at all u prepaid users

Don't worry I was once a prepaid user

HAHAHAHA

Hmm... Food intake for Home Study program Day 1

Instant noodles and KFC .... don't do this cause it will make u fat... I can confirm for you.... I only ate these things cause I hero decided not to eat and study till it was like 3+ already ... super hungry den GG wanted to faster go out buy come back eat and back to study.... so the nearest and fastest thing to my house is KFC ..... its like.... got "pandu Lalu" all

Budgeted time for study - Eating time - idle study time - distracted time + time saved on food purchase

see got the + the rest is only - .... oklar I'm like writing nonsense... starting with the day 2 study already... SIGH... -.-