Love Enough??

Think when you first start stepping into a life that you feel you decided to live.... now what if that all broke down and your heart bleeds out of disappointment... no where to go no one to turn too....

Your love’s enough to see the broken hearts

Gain a brand new start with a brand new heart
As the faithful hope in things unseen
You’re enough to see all the things they dream
Come to life

As usual... the more you think you know.. the more u know u actually don't know.....
Its tough to live a life where you need to be in control just so you don't blow your own mind away..... the more grip you have upon your live the more useless it seems to become... this is not a car race.... grip is useless... it is only eyes that are ever fixed on your life that will wait and see your dreams come to life ......

We’re living in the Saviour today
And this day is what we have now
In this moment we have chosen to praise
And it’s changing how we live now

We have one life one call..... it really is all we have.... often you become the only hope to some one else.... do you realize that..?? Does people drive you to be who you are?? or are you unmoved by what happens around you??

Your love it broke my fall
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

This love will see me soar
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

He cares and he will do everything.... but I really believe that its through people which he works.... The friends will come and be your back bone when you feel paralyzed.... wisdom will come as you need it..... friends will come as you need them.... will they??

My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
AND IN YOUR HANDS MY FUTURE'S BRIGHTER

Your love it broke my fall
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

This love will see me soar
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

Exams over

Exams over... at last.... but who cares... sigh... feels indifferent

It was good that I finally met you again after 1 and a half years.... I was glad to have seen you... kinda missed you... but I grow to wonder..... why did we as friends go so far apart?? sigh.... I've known you for 3 solid years apart from the 1 and a half.... but WHY?? really WHY??

I realise I'm giving up on friends..... give me reason not to ..... I guess most of people are caught up with their own things.... and I'm just another person standing by the window looking on at life's window....

Will anything from here on be JUST for ministry sake?? that TESTIMONY??? who knows.....

Owh GG

Hmmm I think I'm starting to get addicted to tv... not good... since I gg the other time I've been seriously watching a lot of tv

Numb3rs
CSI
Mythbusters

and a lot of other stuff.... a LOT of random shows

Suppose to study today.... Instead I started thinking of a lot of "what if.... this and that" ahhhh
Ow well Not that bad lar


Exams on Monday(audit) and Tuesday(tax) and great success..... end for the semester... followed by a wonderful '2 WEEKS' break that is soooo WOW!!!

Thing will get better in time eh.. mayb...


Hmm

Strawberries, my rings and a sashimi salad... that's about it...

Back to what I think I do best

Instead of being grumpy... and posting stuff about me.. I thought i shud go back to what I 'Think' I do better... FoOD stuff eh....

Usual Food.... mash potato, meatballs, caramel frap, sushi... and some other random pictures.. enjoy...

Narrow Path

I've been waiting for something great that never seem to come... We all do

We walk through a path that is narrow

The valley of death

Blood bathed thorns jab you in the side

Bathed with your own blood

Choose a difficult path where no mere man can be triumphant over it.

Past mistakes will surely haunt you, like a broken record replaying it self

What seemed to be joy soon becomes your grief

When everything goes wrong, Even what seems to be your shelter tumbles down.

A poorly build roof over your head, likely to kill you when disaster strikes

'Though the world may laugh at whom my heart serve'

I will stand still and be strong... I will find refuge in the One I love...

'All that I AM Unto You I surrender'

You've said this before haven't you?? What Happened Then??

Oh surely, help will come... Maybe... Hopefully...

Stuck

Hmm I feel so stuck... in a situation which I don't feel like I have the right to complain

I'm very very stressed out with exams that are coming up... Have I done enough?? I don't think so... I lay down at night feeling alone that if i do not do well I WILL be alone to face that fact.... The few that often ask me how am I??? I don't know how to tell you what I feel.... Its just unfair if I complain about everything I'm going through cause WHO deserves to listen to crap just cause I fail to hold up my own head??

If there is cracks.... conceal them quickly with cement.... who wants to see cracks up a supposedly good wall....

One day I was crying driving home.... being FED UP with my life..... being stuck.... I get no rest.... A lifestyle that is on edge..... and to imagine... the more rest I do get ... the more things I have to do when I get up.... I was just thinking hey what if I gave up on everything around me and wait for people to come to me..... Heh..... I realise its NOT MY CHOICE..... I HAVE NO CHOICE.... the live which I live isn't mine..... I made my self a promise a long long time ago.... that I will NEVER cry unless I really cannot bare the pain in my heart.....

I do to others what I hope others can do for me.... but most if not ALL fail.... I've tried to tell but words wont come..... I know there are some... Especially one whom can read my expressions well .... but sad to say I don't know how to express whats in my heart and on my mind... my concerns and pains all don't come out the way I'd hope you can understand..

I have wonderful friends.... some who can be absolutely lovable and some that can FAIL SO DAmm badly that they can't even think of you in the slightest of issues.... hmm hey wait after all who cares eh..... you're not in my shoes.... you don't give half as much as you supposedly can after all.....

Sigh

Sigh I so wish things aren't like this.......

Heat

Apparently today is just super warm.... Been at home the whole day.... absolutely nothing to do but study... but too lazy to do so ow well

argh.... sweating in your own home... what a phenomena

Bummed Out

I'm quite gg fied today so I'll just post a bunch of pictures and let the pictures speak for them selves... most of them are already on facebook or Cheryl's blog.... so ow well

Blessed birthday to Mabel.. First time bday shout out on my blog.... I think.... ow well...

Pictures for now