Desire Burns with a Flame

Such a slow day... Absolutely nothing to do... was suppose to Go watch pirates once again with Kai Xin and Kat ... but tak jadi cause Tuesday Kat woke up late and she couldn't confirm any plan... and Wed well Kai Xin had plans with her other friend...

Panda couldn't go out cause she had some thing to do... So i stayed home the whole day. Stoning staring at the wall... I had lunch at 3 Something

*soy bean milk*

Spent most of the day stoning... I cut my hair at last but I won't put a picture of my self.. NEVER.....

Here's a plate of erm Prawn Sushi I ate just the other day... I love Sushi yar ^.^

*Prawn Sushi*

I mite go eat more Jap food again today. So... See how...

Hmm I seem to talk a lot about Desire and dreams don't I .... Those from aim would remember well

But How many times this flame of us are like sparks that never ignited. If u play with a spark gun, and zap your self there's that weird stinging sensation but you never really feel the burn... Desire can be a spark. Great desire consumes and others will follow in line with your desire...

A passion for music, is great... If there is no desire in your life for music that passion is useless... learn an instrument... Without a desire to practice that knowledge is rubbish

Whats the use of being passionate if there is no love in your heart.. Why talk about something you don't love. When we love some one we will never be able to stop talking about that person.... We will miss that person As long as we're not together...

Love is wonderful... Love is not blind... Love has a unique ability to choose whom it would like to Go too... Look around you.. how many people has tried to get close to you but never did?? How many relationships broke because of a little misunderstanding and a little offense that was taken?

Love should be eternal...

Desire Burns with A flame
That Flame is Passion
That Passion Is Love
That love is Eternal


"Stare Wad Stare HUh HUh!!"

Wonderful day out - Church, The Ship,Church, Sports, home....

Went to church.... Did worship XP along with Wei Chin & Amanda Chuah.... lost all dignity in trying to get kids to do actions for Jump, Shout n Sing...many did but many just stoned.... like.. the "Errrrr what am I doing here??? Ow I dunnooo.. ow well" kinda faces...

After the team was done with that we went down... and the sanctuary was FULL... the worship nursery was FULL... so no choice Chee Pang, Ivan Yun, Gab, BenT, Lee En and I gathered in the prayer room... opened the sliding door a little for the sound from moniters.. and watched the intercessors tv quietly.. it worked excellently well....

After church... went by to some erm area meet dad and went to Lunch at the Ship in Nissan Murano....

*The Ship*

Lets see ordered a sizzling steak, some father's month set which came with chicken soup and a strawberry ice-cream cake... and a steak of some sort... and dad asked me to take the chicken soup cause he wanted wonderful ox-tail soup...

ow and got some erm salad with French dressing which was quite good... nice erm spicy sweet salty taste to it... and the erm most erm yum thing I guess was the escargots no idea how to spell them -.-

*sizzling steak medium well*

*escargots*

Well I refrained from taking too much pictures cause I scared my dad starts getting angry... Right after that went by his condo for a while to hang out till it was time for choir... He intro-ed me to his proud collection of chicken, pelican and goose and rubber duck... actually he showed them to me a long time ago.. its only now I bothered attacking them with the camera

*army of plushies*

Returned to church... stood on stage, sang, legs felt like breaking.... sooo LONG I tell you... Went basketball after that... I tell you I'm getting way fat... can't keep up with the guys .. and when I play with the other bunch a mix of guys and girls.. I'm way scared of ter kena ing a girl... imagine a guy jump and land on a girl... just erm not very fun.... People do get the wrong impression..

Erm well thats it... for that part... rushed home dinner watched CSI and here I am... so yeah

Wonderful day!!

Perfect Timing

Hmm ok here are some erm food stuff I had over the week

*Lemon Chicken*

*sweet sour pork*

*omelet*

The food was not bad.... a bit pricey though.... PJ area food....

Friday morning went for the prefect installation. Congrats to all who made it... Followed Adeline to Secret Recipe along with Han Xin, Ren Yau, Becky, and Peggy to get this erm Chocolate Indulgence Cake

*chocolate indulgence fresh with some weird message*

Ow the day before I took my sis... Felyn who came back from the US to well eat secret recipe cakes as well ... this is a pic of her getting scared of the cake.. i guess .. =p or super interested.. not too sure.. -.-

Got loads of pics that look alike of the erm bunch of newb excos in school... here's one

And the pizza massacre that occurred slightly before the group photo with cake pictures

Thats about it for that bit

Hmm I got RM145 as a working camp committee for Family camp 07'. Kinda perfect timing cause I am sort of running low on cash as well some people came back and I had to drive around even more... Petrol don't Grow on trees yar ^.^

Being patient isn't fun. You got to wait and wait and wait.. yet the rewards are always greater if u wait for a decently LONG time...

When you stretch out your self and you're asked to give more out... there really is nothing to stop you from cracking and breaking... But well I guess divine timing never really fails... Provisions and Well good stuff do come by at the point you most need it.. it would be great not to give up half baked... ^.^

Frustrations....

Here's what I had for dinner

*green tea*

Sushi's which I ate so fast i dint take a picture off... some chicken katsu don from my mom who couldn't finish her food and ... 4 temakies... woot .. they were nice...

*salmon temaki*

*2 soft shell crab temakies + 1 salmon temaki in da mid.... *

Overall good but I'm hopelessly frustrated... I want to many things that I can't have... I expect too much from those that never seem to come by... I give out extra to those that just needs help though some times I just feel like saying screw your self... I've got better things to do...

I've dedicated this week to prayer and expecting God to do something great for me... not that I deserve anything but well... I am asking for something... Anything.... I've never done anything expecting some thing in return... not for as long as I can remember... everything I've gotten... I never really wanted... the things I wanted... never really came... sounds damm hopeless and emo.. I know.... but this 3 days of the week... has just been bad.. the fourth day is coming... What goodness could I possibly hope for

Looking at everything around me I should be satisfied cause I'm blessed.... but I'm not... Why not?? I'm not sure my self... Even if I am to live for my self... doing everything to better my self... I won't know where to start cause all my life has been for others.... -.-

God hasn't fail.... his timing is perfect to his plan...

Balance of hope and dissapointment....

Well erm been out the whole day yesterday.... Went out with Kat once again... brought her for some good seafood noodles....

By far the best seafood noodle I know ^.^

We visited a couple of places like Damansara Perdana and The guitar store... Bought some picks cause I lost all of my other picks especially my first few picks during AIM time

I got back the same orange one I lost cause I liked that pick =p

Check out my dinner for Monday night... I skipped dinner cause I had a late lunch so at 10 something at night I got really hungry therefor I dug out these stuff to eat

Well its a pizza and a packet of chocolate milk. It tasted not bad...

Hmm ow well... anyways... Hope and disappointment's generally comes hand in hand... Put your hopes high and when things don't happen you get disappointed . The more hopeful you are, the more disappointed you'll feel when your hopes are crushed.

When you are disappointed you feel lousy and when you feel lousy you lose hope. So in that case where does hope comes from??

I think it would be desire. In which you want to see something happen so you hope it happens. When some one crushes your hope by letting you know what you hope for cannot come true, you question and you sort of 'apply out' all your remaining hope and you wallow in uselessness.

A good balance of hope and faith is definitely necessary or else you'd destroy your self once you face a problem or your hope is crushed...

Things are never as bad as you make them. There is a loop hole of hope in every situation. Find it Fix it and you'll be well on your way.. Trust me .. take that from me ^.^

Thanks for the memories

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa

One night and one more time

I like this song but I don't really get it... explain it to me >.<

Har Der Har Der Har....(Rae i blame u for the har der har ) =.=

Hmm This morning went to breakfast with Kat... Was really bored so decided just take her out to chat with her... We went to SS2 for some har mee(prawn mee) at mee yoke lim... its like d best har mee I've ever tasted ....

Then we went to Starbucks.... drank a Mocha Frap... it was OK only... not as good as they used to be


We talked about a lot of stuff. And she really ain't as quite and soft spoken as she seems... she just needs to get to know you. Then she's actually quite fun to talk to.. And no I'm interested in some one else.. not Kat.... She's my erm sis ^.^ Dropped her off soon after that because her friend Celine... wanted to come over and kidnap some DVDs...

I came home bored as usual... to my surprise Amanda Lee is back from the USA... So yeah ... she's back... if you don't know her.. er... she's my old school buddy from SKSSJ same time as a lot of my other good friends... and Ben Toh as well...

after a while i decided to cook something up for my self... was getting hungry you see =p
Maggi mee With chicken sausages and some roast duck. Well it did taste much much better then plain old maggi mee... Had a chat with Rae about the kinda stuff we can add to maggi mee... i personally like clams and sausages... Yes yes some would say why waste the ingredients on maggi mee?? It actually is quite satisfying... you should try it


After that I amazingly fell asleep for 1hour and a half... miracle in action...

Here are some more erm food pictures Sushi and Unagi with rice... Both from sushi Zanmai once again... Went there last Friday with Daryll, Han Xin n Felyn...

*sushi*

*unagi with rice*

Thats about it for the day... woot!!

Sharing Caring

My wish list seems out of this world isn't it, Quite impossible for anyone to get for me.

My more down to earth stuff that I want I won't share cause I'm not generally well happy when some people bless me with stuff... I'll feel bad....

I guess the most valuable thing any one can share with me is their thoughts and whats going on with them. I'll gladly help you out in time of need as far as I can only if you let me too. I can approach you but if u fend away and not open up there is nth I can do to help you even if i wanted to.

There was once a girl who never felt save to share her thoughts with her friends or family. She became very closed and defensive in everything she does. I some how knew she needed a friend at least cause everyone around her would tease her and make fun of her. She was quite good looking and very intelligent but no one wanted to help her out cause some how they just didn't

I approached that girl talking to her about numerous things. She opened up and shared a little but then she went hide away soon after. I followed up but no response and I now know nothing about whats going on with this young girl.

Watch your self for genuine people. I know many around are there to deceive and get the best out of you. To 'have fun' with you and then hurt you. Chuck you aside as if you're rubbish. Think and evaluate carefully.

Observe your friends, you'll surely be able to tell who are the once that are looking for peace or attention, help or just to have fun, love or hate.

Guard your self. Guard your image. Increase your brain activity but guard your thoughts. Don't let your lustful desire, infatuation and personal needs get in the way when you are trying to help or get to know some one. But hey... what if you fall in love with the person you're trying to help?? That's why I said guard your self. Love isn't everything. People need help more than anything.It could be in relationships, in decision, family, friends or financially. People need help

Are you going strive to give or to receive.. I choose to give...Receiving would be nice... but I won't expect it. Never

Wish list

Since I saw Annabelle's wish list....I thought I would make one of my own

1. Apple MacBook Pro

2. Any 3g Sony Ericsson Hp

3. A DSLR camera... Nikon or Cannon is fine
4.A brand new car ( I'll be contented with a Honda Civic 2.0)
5. A lcd dash board unit for my car(its a touch screen)
6. A sub woofer for my car
7. A cd/dvd changer for my car
( I split them up so that my list would be longer... if not its just... brand new car audio system)
8. A nice condo for my self...
9. A nice BOSS stereo system for my room
10.An Ipod would be nice

11. Some new formal clothes
12. An external hard disk
13. Extra ram for my current com 2 sticks of 1gb ram would be nice...

14. a brand new com processor.

15. A Tag Heuer watch ^.^(the exact one below)


Thats about it i guess... drop some comments on what you think about them..^.^

Yesterday

Ahh yesterday wasn't too good. I'm sick now. Stupid sore throat. But well i ate quite good food. Had jap foood at Sushi Zanmai at Sunway Pyramid. The food was great but the best part is that the service was good and the food tasted better

There that was d chopsticks cover. I wanted to take the menu but ow well i just dint

As you can see those were the sushi i ordered. They do have the kentai but if you order they still bring you fresh stuff. The salmon sushi was only RM3.00 a plate. The salmon was fresh and thick. Mom ate a chicken katsu. She was quite hungry cause it was late but she couldn't finish her food cause she said too much chicken. I ate like almost 20 sushi + 2 temakies. The total bill came up to about Rm 55 which is considerably cheap for most standards
Brought my mom for that movie last night. 2hours 50 minutes +- wei.... Such a coincidence I met my primary school mates in the same cinema right beside me.

The movie was great. Full of action, it beats Spiderman3. But of course the show wasn't the show of all times

Hmm... Sounds great right. Except the sickness now makes me feel miserable.... anyways.... Was out like till 3am the past 3 days so I am to blame for falling sick also la.. Sleep at 4 wake up at 830 sharp the next day. I some how have a built in clock now that wakes me up at this time every day. Not very fancy. I hate sleeping >.< a short nap throws off your body clock. It really does >.<

Looks great rite the pic... Jon Yee would like this but i doubt he visits here... So... ow well

That's it... tata